* ____Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today___

I just kept tossing and rolling ard in bed bt jus cant get to slp , so ya ~ decided to blog =P

SUPER tired day frm wrk =X

Well today , I was late as usual! =S went to wrk at 1pm ! DOTTS ! and mommy told me i wil b wrkin wiv my beloved AH YI at nite and tat means i dn needa squeeze in tt tiny lil MRT bck hm ! she can DRIVE me home sweeeet home <3

*Backache . Buttache . Bodyache . Voice-less =XXXXXXXXXXX

Oh peeeeeps!

Happy sat - day 79 ' late midnite . earli mrning =)

Jus finished reading joe's blog. . .

Actually i had a great chat wiv edna,ks & joe e other day ,initially we were were planning & dicussing whether to go or nt to go to MD ENYOUTH tingy =S bt aft a while we started talking abt each other's life nw and how such close frens start chnging as tym passes. . .How money made ppl go crazy tinkin abt getting a BMW and stuffs. . . Human jus cant get enuf , too greedy. . .Aftall money is STH bt definitely not EVERYTHING ]]

Joe mentioned sth significant in our conversation as we were all chatting abt our views on our R.S.He said sth lyk : as we grow older, love doesnt seems like what it is ,its more of a sense of commitment or companion that we need.Love seems to b different frm our teenagers life lyk wen we were in our 16s? Love now seems to b filled wiv commitment and responsiblity. . .and not jus based on feelings alone ]]

I asked him sth lyk , why cant most guys resist e temptations of e beauty "gals" outside and do guys actually tink of their gf first b4 deir act ? and ya , he said of coz will feel guilty , bt ya ~ guys are aftall guys =/ HAHAS!

Edna was into tis topic of will i abort e baby or will i gib birth to e baby if im pregnant nw and will i get marry if i hv a baby? HAHAS!I mean to me , i wldn't wanna kill my own BABY by aborting it =S tt's so sad , and i LOVE kids ! I wldnt wanna imagine hw sad i wil feel if i abort my own baby and i cant hv one nxt tym =X and oh well ,getting married and being tied dwn by even MRE commitment maybe a NO NO to most of us btw e age of 20 - 25 , we tend to hv mre FUN rather than MRE commitment & responsibility. . .ummm. . . if its me , well , lyk joe said follow e flow. . . if he is e ryk guy and i feel tt yes he is , i guess its wun b a prob there =) But den being fiancially stablise, wiv plans and well prepared for the settle dwn wil b e best in a marriage =D rather than hving a BABY and bcoz of e BABY and get marry ba =S

umm. . . I dnno if its my prob tat most of my past R/S jus wun b longer than umm. . . my frens noe hw mani mths there =S bt tis tym round being wiv him made me feel secure + happy + motivated + confident of tis r.s =) Well, i agree wiv joe tat wen 2 person really love each other even in threatening situtions like break up occurs,we tend to feel lost and the emptyness like no one's there for you,
so we turn back to the same person, but aftall half of it is because we still love the person.

and nw , im contented tat theres ;

..sum1 who nv failed to remind me to tk my lunch wen im bz at wrk
...sum1 whose oways full of surprises to gib me a shock of my life =P
....sum1 who jus hav everiting planned weneva we meetup =)
.....sum1 whose willing to cook for me ^ ^
......sum1 who wil bring me herbal tea wen i fall sick
.......sum1 who wil oways b ther to fetch me frm wrk
........sum1 who wil oways there to laugh at my silly facey daze look
.........sum1 who oways there to motivate me and encourage to hv mre confident of myself.

and

tat someone is...........

u <3

Was browsing thru Liyan blog , den i found tis :

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Chloe Chen JingYing Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Okeys!

Its 2 30 am!

Tym for bed even thou i cant get to zzz . . . .

NiteyNitey!

~ you're everything I need