* ____Just the thought of being with you tomorrow, is enough to get me through today___

Sunday, July 27, 2008 5:09 AM

My lovely sat ended =)

Went DFS , saw my Burberry bag again!shld i get it ???
The staff said tat the BIG one left oni 1 piece and the medium size one only left 3 pieces =XXXX

Let fate decide ba , decided to meet edna on sat , bring her go take a look , if there is still either of tem left , i guess i wil get it *p OMG i love it so mch! =P

woo woo~

Went my ah ma hus for dinner today =)

Im soo sooo soooo FULL! I had chicken . curryfish head . vege and CRABBIE! SLURP =D

Hope tat i dn cough so mch aft i ate tt curry =X hohohoho!

Tml's MON , as usual - a wk of wrk kicking off again ~ JIAYOU la ]]

Off i go - bath xiang xiang ^ ^

~ you're everything I need

Friday, July 25, 2008 10:57 AM

I just kept tossing and rolling ard in bed bt jus cant get to slp , so ya ~ decided to blog =P

SUPER tired day frm wrk =X

Well today , I was late as usual! =S went to wrk at 1pm ! DOTTS ! and mommy told me i wil b wrkin wiv my beloved AH YI at nite and tat means i dn needa squeeze in tt tiny lil MRT bck hm ! she can DRIVE me home sweeeet home <3

*Backache . Buttache . Bodyache . Voice-less =XXXXXXXXXXX

Oh peeeeeps!

Happy sat - day 79 ' late midnite . earli mrning =)

Jus finished reading joe's blog. . .

Actually i had a great chat wiv edna,ks & joe e other day ,initially we were were planning & dicussing whether to go or nt to go to MD ENYOUTH tingy =S bt aft a while we started talking abt each other's life nw and how such close frens start chnging as tym passes. . .How money made ppl go crazy tinkin abt getting a BMW and stuffs. . . Human jus cant get enuf , too greedy. . .Aftall money is STH bt definitely not EVERYTHING ]]

Joe mentioned sth significant in our conversation as we were all chatting abt our views on our R.S.He said sth lyk : as we grow older, love doesnt seems like what it is ,its more of a sense of commitment or companion that we need.Love seems to b different frm our teenagers life lyk wen we were in our 16s? Love now seems to b filled wiv commitment and responsiblity. . .and not jus based on feelings alone ]]

I asked him sth lyk , why cant most guys resist e temptations of e beauty "gals" outside and do guys actually tink of their gf first b4 deir act ? and ya , he said of coz will feel guilty , bt ya ~ guys are aftall guys =/ HAHAS!

Edna was into tis topic of will i abort e baby or will i gib birth to e baby if im pregnant nw and will i get marry if i hv a baby? HAHAS!I mean to me , i wldn't wanna kill my own BABY by aborting it =S tt's so sad , and i LOVE kids ! I wldnt wanna imagine hw sad i wil feel if i abort my own baby and i cant hv one nxt tym =X and oh well ,getting married and being tied dwn by even MRE commitment maybe a NO NO to most of us btw e age of 20 - 25 , we tend to hv mre FUN rather than MRE commitment & responsibility. . .ummm. . . if its me , well , lyk joe said follow e flow. . . if he is e ryk guy and i feel tt yes he is , i guess its wun b a prob there =) But den being fiancially stablise, wiv plans and well prepared for the settle dwn wil b e best in a marriage =D rather than hving a BABY and bcoz of e BABY and get marry ba =S

umm. . . I dnno if its my prob tat most of my past R/S jus wun b longer than umm. . . my frens noe hw mani mths there =S bt tis tym round being wiv him made me feel secure + happy + motivated + confident of tis r.s =) Well, i agree wiv joe tat wen 2 person really love each other even in threatening situtions like break up occurs,we tend to feel lost and the emptyness like no one's there for you,
so we turn back to the same person, but aftall half of it is because we still love the person.

and nw , im contented tat theres ;

..sum1 who nv failed to remind me to tk my lunch wen im bz at wrk
...sum1 whose oways full of surprises to gib me a shock of my life =P
....sum1 who jus hav everiting planned weneva we meetup =)
.....sum1 whose willing to cook for me ^ ^
......sum1 who wil bring me herbal tea wen i fall sick
.......sum1 who wil oways b ther to fetch me frm wrk
........sum1 who wil oways there to laugh at my silly facey daze look
.........sum1 who oways there to motivate me and encourage to hv mre confident of myself.

and

tat someone is...........

u <3

Was browsing thru Liyan blog , den i found tis :

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Chloe Chen JingYing Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Okeys!

Its 2 30 am!

Tym for bed even thou i cant get to zzz . . . .

NiteyNitey!

~ you're everything I need

Monday, July 21, 2008 12:01 AM

* Cough Cough *

Din go to wrk today as i was dwn wiv some virus =S [ ther goes my $100 bucks and went to see doc for $40 bucks =S ] din wanna worried darling so i crawl to see a doc =S

Edna sent me tis link :

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

I jus wanna send my condolences to tis gal , she is really really being very strong =)

Its veri sad =( ard a mth ago , this guy left his family , his beloved gf and frens and he went to heaven. He pass away while running - he is havin his training in Brunei for 10 days. . . .just 10 days! such a unfortunate ting happen dey were tgt for 4yrs! and such a sad ting happen.They both had alot of future plans tgt , bt now , haiz ~

Looking at the sweet messages the bf used to send her ,
the photos they took ,
the memories dey shared ,
I cried lyk a baby again ~

If its me ,
I guess i wun b able to move on lyk she did ,

Well ,
We oways tend to say tat muz learn to treasure ppl ard u ,
bcoz u wil nv noe wads gonna happen in e future ?
Alot of us gals oways love to complain abt hw our BFS treated us ?

1] Why din he hong me wen i throw tantrum ?
2] Why din he gib in to me ?
3] Cant he be richer - own a car , dine at a resturant , get labels ?
4] Why din he call me ? text me ? tellin me wher is he ? wad is he doin ?
5] Cant he b mre punctual ? why am i oways waiting for him ?
6] Why cant he plan everiting ?
7] OMG! dn u noe i dn lyk tis ? dn eat tis ? gosh - u dn understand me !
8] He din say he love me today!?
9] Why cant he pamper me & dote me mre ?
10]Im havin my PMS , so i hv everi ryk to throw my temper on u , and u muz accept me as who im nw !

Well Well ,
Mostly ba , most gals love to b loved lyk a princess wen dey are in a r/s . But den ,nw i seriously felt tat , its tym tat we b contented wiv wad we have =) love isnt findin the perfect person bt loving the imperfect one <3

Im very contented wiv everiting now =)

With you ard ,

I dn hv to worry abt aniting , nothing at all . . . .
You oways tel me to b mre independent , dn rely on u so mch . . . .
bt i cant ~
i need u to be ther so mch =)

within tis short 73 days tgt im very happy wiv u darling <3
The memories we shared were so sweet so sweet <3

I loved the way u hold my hand
I loved the way u tickle me
I loved the way u call me PIG!
I loved the way u sniff me
I loved ur cologne on me
I loved the way u tricked me wiv ur silly jokes
I loved the way u hug me so tightly
I loved the way u kissed me
I loved the everiting lil abt u <333

U're my everything ,
my soulmate ,
my best fren ,
my lover ,
my present & future ,
and i wan to b my future wifey =P

~ you're everything I need

Friday, July 18, 2008 11:40 PM

Good afternoon ppl =)

Haiz. . . . had been hving slpless nites recently ( my eyebags and dark rings is =X )
feeling tired , weneva i shut my eyes i jus cant get to slp. . . . sumdays i just feel tat i mgh as well dn go to bed =/

Sat again~

mon to sun. . . . i love sat e most !
I look forward to sat everywk =) bcoz tis is e day i get to meet you ]]
71 days tgt , seriously u had been my motivation in every lil ting i do. . . .

Weneva i feel tired frm wrk , all i hv to do is to tink of you =) bcoz i noe u're tired frm ur wrk too!I dn wanna sound tired wen u nd me to b ther ^ ^

Weneva i feel sad , i jus hv to tink abt ur silly face and ur jokes *p bcoz i dn wan to worri u =]

Weneva i felt tat i missed u in e middle of e wk , i listen to u - calm myself dwn telling myself sat is v.near oni =) bcoz i dn wanna sounds "nian" to u , i dn wanna b ur burden , aftall u're so tired out frm ur everiday ^ ^

Weneva i saw ppl lovingly walkin passby me , all i wanted is sat =D bcoz i can see u <3

ummm. . . .
there's once u told me i dn needa buy u , bt i needa buy ur tym ]]
well , i understand tat u're bz wiv ur everyday wrk and u wil start to hv "blues" wen u needa wakie earli in e mrning. . . .aftall , it realli pains me to see u wrk and wrk and wrk and get so tired out everiday. . . . all i can do is text u " JiaYou " I hope it brighten up ur everiday sweet =)

Darling ,

Love always .

[uoyevoli]

I go prepare le =)

Go out Go out ^ ^

So excited =D

~ you're everything I need

Sunday, July 13, 2008 4:03 AM

SUNDAY!

I woke up at 2 pm! =P [ ZHU ar ni ! ] heeex ~ you oways call me tat ^ ^

So wadsup ytd ? ? ?

BOOBOO! I've tat sudden urge to go AMK Hub to get darling his fav Durian Mochi frm Four Seasons wen i woke up ytd bfr goin to meet darling ! and yes i did! HAHAS! I knew u had tis urge to wanna eat durian =P ummm . . . actually i intend to queue for e Durian pancake bt e queue was looOOoOong =X nxt tym ooookeys darling!

It had been a wk eva since i had a looOoong day spent wiv you! heEehEez! im very * HAPPY * ytd ! Every moment spent wiv u was jus so WONDERFUL!
Due to our thrifty-ness and savings frm e last mth , Darling brought me to BILLY BOMBERS ytd! [ YEAAH ] for dinner and guess wad???!!! He told me tat mayb there wasnt any movies left coz we din get tix bfr hand . . . BUT ! HAHAHAHS ! He bought [HANCOCK] bfr hand ! heeheee! I was kinda surprise coz he din mention aniting to me , blehx!

* Handcock * is a NICE movie =)

Today !

I've just watched One Litre of Tears =`((( , bt hvnt done watchin yet ~ alr soooOoooOO =(((

umMmM. . .its sad bt i jus simply love sadded dramas =P

Bt tis one is kinda umm . . . wad wld u do if u were just a 15yrs old gal , who stil hv alot of unfufill dreams ? bt dwn wiv a un-cureable disease ? wheelchair and bedridden for life ? Try imagine . . . leaving bhind ur love ones ? = sadd =

Moving on on on on to ESPI 3 !

Was listening to Sclub7 Have you ever =
It's really a nice song :

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

I've experience loved and lost bfr .
I nv wanna hv tat kinda =( eva again .
Trust me , Im trying to b a diff gf compare to e past .
If u allow me to , i wannna grow old wiv u ]]

~ you're everything I need

Friday, July 11, 2008 10:49 PM

Finally its a SAT!

A day off frm wrk =D

Well , I noe you are woried tat i might overwrk and tired myself out everiday , bt no worries ya =D I enjoy wad im doing now ^ ^ * happy *

Wrk wrk wrk . . . . I've been tinkin alot abt wad lies ahead in future for me recently . . . Its oways my own feelings - feelin inferior and lowly of myself . . . I stil rem u tellin me to tink thru tings calmly ya =) I've thought abt it , knowing wad i realli wanna do , so yipz . . . nothin else matters =) You wil support me and b by my side ryk sweet ?

My plans frm wrking to saving :

1] Go thailand - set up a on9 blogshop wiv edna
2] My burberry bag !
3] Wanna go on a trip wiv you <3
4] Start up my own biz in a yr's tym =D

How i wish tat i hv 48 hrs on hand ~
Haiz ~ den i can wrk 24 hrs and stay wiv u for rest of the 24 hrs . . . U said tat i oways needed attention frm u ? Bt somedays i jus hv tis sudden feeling of how nice it wil b if at tis very moment i can rest on ur shoulder , to hv u by my side . . . and u tellin me *iloveyou*

OKEYS !

Wrk aside =) edna and me met up wiv net to celebrate her bday =/ belated actually . . . sorrrrrrrrry !

We had steamboat @ AMK ! Its oni $13 / head lehx !
CHEAP ! and we eat till sooooooo FULL !

AMK ! It jus reminds me of how u bump into me at coffee bean ]] and ya ! how we crave for tat durian mochi =) and we just ate it lyk HAHAS! at sum tiny lil place at e mall =D * happy *

OOOOooOOok! Back to e steamboat =)

Look at e LALA ! we just love tem! we ate 4 LARGE plates =X