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sweet sweet love!

2009-10-04T01:40:00.001-07:00

It had been ages since i last blog.
I had just put dwn the phone with boyfriend.
Due to my cramps, i din go to wrk today, i stayed at hm all day long >.< miserable!

I went to one of my fren's blog and happen to find out tat she got ROM!
umm. . . .i dnno whether izzit too young to ROM ,bt aiya aftall which gal dn wanna hav her guy officially to herself right? =P

Time flies, boyfriend & me had been tgt for 1 & a half yr alr.
Im really very happy with him by my side.
During tis 1 yr plus we din really quarrel as in heated agurement la~
Being tgt with him made matured me alot.
I learnt tat being in a R/S with some1 u really love gives u a type of assurance & a sence of security.Only when 2 person both commits in the R.S - it wil b love.
Its a fact tat no1 knows whether foreva wil last between us bt as long as we value & treasure each other in the present , there's a possibility of future =)

Boyfriend & me went HK!!!!!!
VERY FUN! bcoz . . . i get to go on a holi with my LOVE one!

DIM SUM FIGHT!!!

YUMMMMMY!

My jiang pian!

Hotel benito!

NITE!

COOL!

Grp photo!

I wan another holi!!!!!!!
Tis tym round wil oni b boyfriend & me! =P
where shld we go lehx ? =P

baby! 10.10 is coming!
TEDDY!
shall be called. . .jiang na la!whahahahhas *p

LOVED!

Our memories

2009-04-07T09:01:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

I havnt been bloggin for some tym. . .

Tis few days, i had been reading tis book call : To forget you.

basically e story is abt mayb its nt abt forgetting e love, bt remembering e love instead * and as long as thers love theres hope.

The guy in e story remember everi single details frm e day dey are tgt till even aft tgt for 7 and a 1/2 yrs .

I remembered everi single detail wen u were still woo-ing me till nw we were tgt (:

U used to honey swwwwwwwwet talking texts & phone calls me many a tyms in a day (: i will b super delighted to c ur name appearing in my HP screen . . .
U nv failed to cheer me up with those cute lil drawings on my MSN screen and ur homely glasses on web cam (: *missed*

I still remembered e 1st surprised u gave me was on 24 apr - A shocking sight of u leaving e MRT at TPY station and i saw u walked outta e door and e very nxt min u reappear in front of me again telling me tat u are a pandora's box tat will oways come out wiv surprises outta no wher (: and i realli love surprises alot alot =)

Even wen were nt tgt yet , u gave me faith in our R.S telling me tat dere may nt b many *FOREVAS* in a story , nt to mention abt *NEVAS* even aft vowing many,for u do nt look promisin bt at least u wan me to noe u are trying (:

On e 27 of april u went clubbing and i cant get to zzz for nt texting u and u nt good-nite ing me , so i texted u instead and tats e day i knew tat i felt a lil sth for u aft u doing so mch4 me. . .

Nxt is e snowy globe u made for me , it was on e 3 of may , as it did nt realli last so u made another one for me on e 6 of may again . I really really appreciate everiting tat u had done4 me (:

The 10 of may is e day we got tgt , i held ur hand as i promised u wen im ready 4 a R.S i wil b e one to hold ur hands . . . till nw we had been tgt for nearly 11 mths =) We had gone thru alot tgt . . . . xmas , new yr , lantern festival , Valentines day . . . . I believe wad matters most is not abt hw long we loved , its abt how deep our love . . .

[1st mth anni]

[Lantern festival]

[Valentine day]

On e 5 of april u called me wen i was wrking , u told me u wil b bringing me to ur cousin weddin!im super OVERJOYED! to me its realli finally im recongised by ur family! I m part of ur family! i felt v.loved by u! and i really cant wait for it *p

11 mths tgt aint a v.long period of tym, bt we had been tgt frm strangers to frens and frm frens to lovers . Being tgt frm not understanding each other till nw knowing , caring abt hw each other feels and wad each other wants (: Baby, it doesnt atter hw many hugs we cuddled , hw many kisses we shared , hw many tears & laughters we shared , for if the love is strong enuff , all tat dont matter. wad matters most is not hw long e long gonna last , bt hw deep is e love . U and Me. . .tgt for 11mths and tym is jus and indication , as long as we love each other deeply , and tat is wad is impt =)

loveu!

sick ~

2009-03-16T05:55:00.000-07:00

=(

Im sick since fri till TODAY! =( diahorrea & kept feeling nauseous , super xing ku!

I made baby worry for me for so many days. . . . .sorry!

Thank u for taking care of me tis few days. . . .

Went Jean's 21st bday on sat ^ ^ with baby & frens. . . .

haiz ~ I waas feeling damn sick tis mrning again , was damn scared ! tat wads happening to my tummy tat i had diahorrea again! din dare to msg baby , i knew he had nt been getting enuff slp for the past few days as he needa take care of his baby-lyk a girlfren , he had to helped me out at my store aft finished wrk . . . getting me food to eat , worried abt my sickness . . . . i bet it tired baby out tis few days . Thank u! umm . . . 10mths! had been tgt with baby for 10 mths le. . . YUPZ! my longest r.s eva , and u're so My Right Cup Of Tea ; you are the sweetest thing ever! Being tgt wiv baby for the past 10mths,i start to realise tat in life, love is never planned nor does it happen for a reason. But when love is real, it becomes your plan for life & your reason for living.

Baby!

I don't need an expensive dinner on our everi meetups. I don't need expensive prezzies oways. I don't need 99 roses on V.day. As long as I can see & feel the love, I'm contented enough! Thanks baby!

I <3 You, Baby!

Happy valentine day

2009-02-13T22:51:00.000-08:00

BOO!!!!!!

It had been ages eva since i last BLOG!

Gosh, had been too bz wiv my tiny lil pushcart business =P

Just came bk frm bangkok abt a wk ago ~ went replenish my stock =) BK is realli a shopping heaven for ladies!

I guess i will b ther again tis april =D

Time flies, i'd started my own biz for abt a mth and tings are settling dwn as days passes by. . . .hope tat my biz will soar in yrs to come ^ ^

Anyway my pushcart is located @ BUGIS VILLAGE 1st floor =) Do drop by for clothings & accessories =D

WOW WOW WOW! Its Valentine day today , and u noe i had nv realli spend my valentine day wiv e one i love <3 and its so diff tis tym! Darling's lyk planning sumting big *p i dnno wads tt bt thanks darling for loving me <3333

I gonna go prepare le oh!

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY SWEET!

my wk ends =)

2008-12-07T03:45:00.000-08:00

^ ^

Chloe's very happy recently =)
Had her blogskin chnge =D TeeHee!
Slept till 230pm tis afternoon and went for dinner wiv my parents * daddy's treat *)

Ytd woke up at 8 den went to the wholesale market to check tings out . . . YES ! my very own pushcart is on its way =) just by seeing those fashionware & accessories tat im so gg to sell makes me HAPPY ^ ^

Aft tat met up wiv bf and we head dwn to MSQ and we went to watch :

umm umm. . .its quite a touching story to me , the doggie is so CUTE ! very faithful to its owner oso neh, heehee. . .told bf tat i wan a big fat doggie too =P den the doggie shall protect me frm all harms & evils !

YIPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEE !

After BOLT-ing, had dinner wiv bf at CRYSTAL JADE ! its so yummmmmpy! * loveing it * Oh yea ~ bf bought a sth! i LOVE it <333333
Bus dwn to EAST COAST to meet henry & cindy to have our very first BOWLING session! whahahahahhas! As usual im e most LAN de =S bt who cares aft all to me it aint abt winning or losing , its abt having FUN =DDDDD I love those FUN moments spent =)

Cindy drove me home aft tt *) tata!

Bf said tat he will fetch me frm wrk mon to thurs! im OVERJOYED ! heehee =P i wan tang yuan =P Thank u! blehx!

Nxt wkkkkkkkkkk,

Bf & me ( er ren shi jie le ya *p )

*misses!

MY LOVE!

2008-11-29T20:44:00.000-08:00

Finally !!!!!!
I got my COACH bag !

LOVES ! Supa HAPPY =)))))))))

Ytd went out wiv bf , henry & cindy. . .

MIND'S CAFE!!!!

I lyk to play board games!

Its so FUN!

well. . .well. . . .

I had been doing alot of thinkings with my tis peanut brain =S
It seems tat i jus hav so many decisions to make. . .and i HATED it! But i noe wad i wan to do wun b a v.smooth route ahead b4 i actually succed lyk my aunt.Having to tink abt the pros and cons abt it , yes it really did scare me and it did make me wanna withdraw frm the decision tat i made. . .Luckily i had my mom , aunt and my granny tat is so supportive ! They encourage me frm the beginning , and yes! They suggested me to start a small biz first b4 setting up a real shop , on 2nd thought , i find tat quite true as its realli alot of $ involved. Having to ponder for so long and nw since the decision is being made , i realli hope i can succeed , in order nt to disappoint tem =) [ JIA YOU ]

I guess its still best to have a DREAM , and making tat dream come true is my another DREAM =)

Besides earning lotsa $$$ minded ,
Bf and me gg to hit the 7th mth tgt =)
It may not seems impt to aniboby. . . bt to me ,
all the tiny details frm the day we gt tgt till nw . . . its still clearly rem in my mind =)
All the tings u had made for me ,
the days tat we quarrel ,
the lame-est jokes we laugh tgt ,
great minds tink alike matters ,
tears & laughters tgt . . .
places we went tgt . . .

B it happy or sad ,
All that matters is we spent it tgt =)

My xmas wish ; to spend the day with u =)

OFFFFFFFFFFFF to my buffffffffet nw =)
BYE!

Love always <3

2008-11-08T09:17:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY!

Its sat =)

movie wiv hubby. . .

walk walk ard in town. . .

Ohhhhhh yea , a few days bck i had tis irritating stomach flu =S and HUBBY came my place to see me!He cooked me fish porridge !!!!!!!!!!!!!! im sick!but i felt sweet & happy =) Thanks alot for taking care of me <3

Love always

Muacks!

Nobody say loving was easy. . . bt im trying. . . .

2008-11-02T01:45:00.000-07:00

Aft soooooo long!
I went to ESKI bar!
heehee. . . had been so bz wiv wrk wrk wrk & still wrk. . .
Janet & dap came to find me ! heehee , den we headed off to Clarke.q to chill out!
ESKI bar! - cold cold - damn cool!

Oh ya! we went MINDS CAFE toO!
Played lotsa nice games!
We shall find 1day and go again!
YEAH YEAH!

Baby, i really dnno wads wrung with me nowadays ?
I seems to b grumbling over alot of tings. . .
We all made mistakes not trying to understand each other, some words did hurt in some way.
we must understand is that, in every relationship, whether old or new, we're sure to experience some problems but it's up to us to solve them.
You have come into my life at a time when I needed you the most. We talked about so many things that I started to realize my heart and my soul could actually feel something - loved.
I noe all u wanted me to be is happy.
and it goes the same for me, i wan u to b happy too.
But wad i told u last nite , u said it hurts u. . .
Im sorry for wad i had said last nite =(
Baby, im sorry.
I wanted to be the one who would be there when you needed to talk.I wanted to be strong for you when everything else seemed impossible.I wanted to love you in only the way you deserved to be loved,
Nothing else mattered to me except hearing the laughter in your voice when you were happy =)
baby, let us move on w.o sorries, w.o mre sorries in our love.
U said u had nv loved sum1 so deeply b4,
U said im so impt to you nw, ryk nw.
It goes the same for me too.
baby, nobody say being in love is easy, bt at least u noe tat im trying ?
U said u dn wanna end up feeling numb and we end up wiv goodbyes-

and baby,
we wun,

bcoz....

i
love
you

Interesting ~

2008-10-19T00:54:00.000-07:00

Many a times we often ask ourselves why did our r.s failed at e very end ?

How to make ur other half say the " C " wrd - Commitment !

Many a times you will tink tat why does ur guy has no trouble commiting to his fav SOCCER team or HANGOUTS at clubs ?bt wen it comes to ur r.s. . . . . ummm. . . . .

Here is sth i came across which is pretty true & interesting =)

1) Avoid tears and nagging at all cost
2) Retink ur image
3) DN LATCH ON HIM
4) Hide ur jealousy
5) Love him for who he really is
6) Bond with his family

umm. . . how many of the above can you fufil ?
HAHAS! I used to say i cant forgive and cant forget =S
Bt i m tryin! blehx! gib and take =)
Seeing each other flaws as sth lovable and sweet!

Clubbin is another common issue in a r.s ~ hahas!

grumbling over and over and over again ~ in e end dey will stil go ahead and hit e club ya ? well , being in a r.s , theres so mch to give and take to forgive and forget. . . . Its understandable tat every one needs their own private space with their own frens =)

Jiayou la! =D

wooooooooooohoooooooooooo!

Ytd is SAT ! my fave day!

went shopping wiv BF !

den den den . . . we spent e whole nite tgt!

HEE!

Loves <3 163 ]

HAPPY =)

2008-09-21T03:03:00.000-07:00

OOOOOOOOOOOOH ! Dust is stacking up on my blogggie if i stil dn update =P

It had been a wk since i last meet up wiv darling as im pretty pack with my wrk....

wrk til nearly 11 everiday....Thanks darling for being so understanding ^ ^

Met up wiv him ytd and SURPRISE! Nv did i expect him to reserve a table at [ SUN WITH MOON ] restaurant ****** Its my 2nd tym there =) the 1st tym was wiv him too, bt its b4 we gt tgt , we ate our dinner there tt day , and ytd was LUNCH - SUPA HAPPY !!!!!

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we started to walk walk walk ard town and ya watched 4BIA + whahahahs its a TOOT movie , lets nt say mch abt it....sorry darling , my recommendation =P I insist on watching tat eva since HAHAS! wen ? =P

Aft movie-ing , its nearly DINNER tym ! AND AND AND , darling brought me to e newly opened restaurant @ heeren * DA JIA JIE * its a chinese cusine restaurant. . . * THUMBS UP * i lub e dishes there. . . .darling keeeeeeept feeding me wiv delicious FOODIE! MUACKS * im gg to b ah fat le =P

we bus home - home sweeeet home last nite - heez. . . .

was playing ard , making funny faces , jking e way home =P

* FUN *

Darling ;

For u. . .

Love takes time. It needs a history of giving and receiving, laughing
and crying...
Love never promises instant gratification, only ultimate fulfillment.
Love means believing in someone, in something. It supposes a
willingness to struggle, to work, to suffer, and to rejoice.
Satisfaction and ultimate fulfillment are by-products of dedicated
love. They belong only to those who can reach beyond themselves; to
whom giving is more important than receiving.
Love is doing everything you can to help others build whatever dreams
they have.
Love involves much careful and active listening. It is doing whatever
needs to be done, and saving whatever will promote the other's
happiness, security, and well-being. Sometimes, love hurts.
Love is on a constant journey to what others need. It must be attentive,
caring, and open, both to what others say and to what others cannot
say...
Love says no with empathy and great compassion.
Love is firm, but when needed it must be tender.
When others have tried and failed, love is the hand in yours in your
moments of discouragement and disappointment.
Love is reliable.
Love is a choice and commitment to others' true and lasting happiness.
It is dedicated to growth and fulfillment. Love is not selfish.
Love sometimes fails for lack of wisdom or abundance of weakness, but it
forgives, knowing the intentions are good.
Love does not attach conditions....Genuine love is always a free gift.
Love realizes and accepts that there will be disagreements and
disturbing emotions...There may be times when miles lay between, but love is a
commitment. It believes and endures things.
Love encourages freedom of self. Love shares positives and negatives
reactions to warm and cold feelings.
Love, intimate love, will never reject others. It is the first to
encourage and the last to condemn.
Love is a commitment to growth, happiness, and fulfillment of one
another.

With Love,

Bye Bye. . . .

waiting for me chicken rice for dinner ^ ^

Lantern festival =)

2008-09-14T06:53:00.000-07:00

HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL =)

heeheez. . . . Tis is my BEST lantern festival eva! Bcoz i hav YOU wiv me =)))) blehx! We went Chinese Garden tgt neh ! Its so mch fun ! Darling feeling overjoyed upon seeing his batbatz ! HAHAHAS ! We seems to b 2 over-aged KID playing a fool . . . .heez. . . and darling played bumper car tgt wiv me ! * FUN *

Love always -

Hubby * Muacks *

sketch of you & me

2008-09-07T02:41:00.000-07:00

A part of you has grown in me. And so you see, it's you and me
together forever and never apart, maybe in distance, but never in
heart.

Love always +

My best hubby eva =)

2008-09-06T09:46:00.000-07:00

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY!!!!!!!!

I spent e whole day with BF today!
It had been some tym i last had e whole day spent wiv u , jus U and ME - u and me =)

I realli din meant to show abit of my temper wen u told me . . . . but all i wanted was just to spent mre tym wiv u =( THANKYOU! for nt getting angry wiv me . . . . U said tis few days u are my chu qi tong =( blehx , i will tame dwn and control de =)

well well . . . . aft all i realli did had a very HAPPY & fruitful SAT spent =)

YEAH! darling bought the kitty lantern festival tix le!!!! im HAPPY toO! yea yea . . . Our 1st festival spend tgt. . . . gonna b lantern festival! =))))

[Aint they CUTE?]

[I cant wait to see tem in real!]

[LOVES]

[KITTY & FRENS]

Im so EXCITED for nxt sat =)

umm umm. . . .

Hav is eva come across ur mind ? especially to couples ? The differences btw frens . best frens and lovers ?

Eva wonder why even the slighest differences are readily apparent, marked by small but irrefutable changes in behaviour.Little things, lyk instead of calling you right bck,he'd wait a few hrs, sumtym even a full day.He started gg out wiv the boys on a regualr basis again ? He's nt spending enuff tym wiv u ? Ur began to watch television at nite rather than jus talk, and sometyms you feel tat he isnt interested in u animre ? So was it realli LOVE or LUST ? - If love & lust cld b well-balanced , it wil den b happily eva aft -

There mght b days u qns urself did he love me as much as he once loved her - and mre impt, did he love me as mch he once loved me ?

But well , wad else matters wen u noe tat he loves u nw , at tis very moment at least ? ya ? As being both in loved & nt in loved are both filled wiv qns mark. . . To me, i guess its only wen u take e very 1st step to love tat person wholeheartedly, you wil den experience love =)

Just lyk I onced worried abt e differences btw me & you =)
The diff qualifications we both held .
The diff interest we both had .
The diff wrking environment we are in .
The so many differences i eva told u tat worries me . . . .

and nw =)

IM very HAPPY =) w/o all those worries ^ ^ bcoz i noe it doesnt matters animre . . .

having u by my side im very =) le

4mths le! Its my happiest 4 mths! MUACKS!

My best hubby ^ ^ eva !

Am i really just a vase ?

2008-09-03T09:28:00.000-07:00

GOODNITE darling +

Just hang up the phone with darling. . . he is so SLPY =P blehx! WHOSE e PIG ?! HUMP =pPpPpPp nvm la. . . forgib u la *p

umm!

Have anyone eva have tis feeling whereby wen u are feeling =( and =`( and tis is e tym wen u needed sumone to b by ur side and yet wen u start to scroll dwn ur phonelist , u dial ur frens number one by one. . . bt at e other end , there's no respone frm tem. . . .No one to even bother to pick up ur call to find out wad's bothering u ? Such a sad feeling isnt it ? * Learn2Treasure =) *

well well. . . I felt tat im lyk a VASE recently , i mean. . . ya lyk i noe nth bt dolling myself up ~ Its lyk i have a skull w/o a brain ? i dnno. . . bt i just dn feel so gd abt it. . .mayb tats wad makes me speak less and eat mre ~ HAHAS!

Leave tat thought of mine ~

Off i go to find YOU in my dream ]]]]]]

NITES!

Love alaways ]]

2008-09-01T08:34:00.000-07:00

GOSH!

My mood had been swingging lyk FOC =/

Thank god tat i hv u by my side!

SORRY =`( tat i had been throwing my temper at u =( U're nt my " chu qi tong qing ai de " SORRY for all those grumblings i had given u tis few days. . . .

DarLiNg!

I look foward to my everiwkend so tat i can spend all my TYM wiv u!

Haiz. . . . hw i wish tml is sat ~

U're slping. . . .

I m missing . . . . you ]

GoodnIte -

sat !

2008-08-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

Tats e SENTOSA trip ! heeheez . . . a whole grp of frens turns out to b oni some of us ~ nvm . . . . we ENJOYED! =D

Saw me and edna ? HEEES! =P

umm ummm . . . .

Havnt been catchin up wiv my frens =( i realli wished i had mre wkends ! HAHAHS ! or rather mre hrs in a day =P

JANET! we eat STEAMBOAT AGAIN! =P

HEYO!!! wads with tis wk neh . . .

had a bz weeeeeek ~ wiv wrk ! as ah yi is oversea ~ dealing wiv those worms crawling in my shop . . . nvm! Too disgusting =P

* I wanna go to e hello kitty lantern festival * =P

nth mch . . . yawns ! i had been having probs to WKE UP everi mrning ! HAHAHS ! gg out ltr . . . gtg ^ ^

BYES!

Thailand , here i come!

2008-08-13T23:21:00.000-07:00

Hey yo ppls!

In a few hrs tym i wil b flyin to thai le =)

Bt god knows hw mch i wil b missing u! such a pity tat darling cant come along =(

wel well . . .

I cant text u , cant call u , cant see u for ya!~

3 ddays =X

oh oh , while i was waiting for darling to finish off his biz ytd , there were alot of office ladies walking pass me. . . Thoughts start come to my mind , those days i was e same as tem . . .

wearing my formal clothings , high heels
facing e com 8 hrs per day getting a pay of $1.3
i hv my own desk
getting my wkends off
Chill outs everi fridays. . .

umm umm . . . .mayb if things had been e same for me , you and me mayb . . . . well i dnno hw to put in wrds bt , ya~ neh mind . . . jus some random thoughts =P

OH YA!

I saw connie's bday bouquet! Its so BIG and BEAUTIFUL! Its blue & white neh! my FAV!
hvnt seen her for a v.long tym =P

Happy birthday oh =)

okooookeys~

I shall go prepare le , and change my THAI BHAT!

Running late =)

Bye Bye =D

Darling!

TTUL in 3 days neh!

*MISSSSSSS !

Disastrous . . .

2008-08-03T01:01:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHENG +
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHENG +
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHENG +
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHENG +
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAISHENG +

Hope tat everything goes well for u ba , even thou alot of tings had happened.
Afterall its e memories tat holds ]]

[[Edna once told me , to be in love is still the best ting but its the break up tt we have to b heartache , so if anyone allows her to choose again , she wld still chose to b in love again ]]
Now i really agree wiv her , everione knows tat r/s can b very hurtful , bt everiday there are still ppl willingly fallin into tis deadly trap of love and god knows how mch hurt it can be.But well , there are diff ways of seeing the prob , diff ways of interpreting the word HURT.You may suffer the risk of being hurt and yes you may gib up a part of urself when you love , bt have u thought of things tis way ? If you don gib all ur love to tat person , you hurt e person who loves you even mre? Aftall its a risk you're gg to take * Nobody says weneva we are in love we are gg to live happily eva aft , a r/s doesnt mean its perfect w/o probs , bt if we are goin to b paranoid abt the matter , we are jus gg to miss out on the experience of love itself =)

Well, at certain pt of tym , we , tend to overlook the signifiance of a r/s , and do we love ? Have ur partner start grumbling tat you cared mre for the r/s mre than him or her ? As if you an undying need to perform , to b tat ideal bf or gf ? You kept glorifying ur love , bt did you eva see wad they realli need ? Love isnt seeing ur partner as a concept , bt as a PERSON . Its abt concerning ur partner and nt being so mch mre concern abt nt failing in e r/s . Afterall to me , its e person tat matters in e r/s , nt e r/s itself ba =)

Oh well , ytd was really disasterous!
It's the first tym i see tem lyk tis . . . It was suppose to b a BIRTHDAY celebration , a gathering - a HAPPY one infact =/
Its the first tym i see u crying , its the first tym i u being so violent , its the first tym i see u guys being frens for 8 yrs getting so pissed and being disappointed wiv each other . . . I just cant help bt felt very sad deep inside me.
Mayb other ppl may not understand the frenship btw us , and wad we had gone thru tis longg longg longg frenship. . . It jus made me felt so =( wen u kept mubbling *Frens foreva*

U guys just meant SO mch to me!
Oways ther weneva i needed u guys!
I believe the frenship wil continue til . . . .

Those crappy stuffs tat we do. . . .

Frens . . .

* Joy & Laughters = You guys =)

Sunday =)

2008-07-27T05:09:00.000-07:00

My lovely sat ended =)

Went DFS , saw my Burberry bag again!shld i get it ???
The staff said tat the BIG one left oni 1 piece and the medium size one only left 3 pieces =XXXX

Let fate decide ba , decided to meet edna on sat , bring her go take a look , if there is still either of tem left , i guess i wil get it *p OMG i love it so mch! =P

woo woo~

Went my ah ma hus for dinner today =)

Im soo sooo soooo FULL! I had chicken . curryfish head . vege and CRABBIE! SLURP =D

Hope tat i dn cough so mch aft i ate tt curry =X hohohoho!

Tml's MON , as usual - a wk of wrk kicking off again ~ JIAYOU la ]]

Off i go - bath xiang xiang ^ ^

commitment and responsiblity - love

2008-07-25T10:57:00.000-07:00

I just kept tossing and rolling ard in bed bt jus cant get to slp , so ya ~ decided to blog =P

SUPER tired day frm wrk =X

Well today , I was late as usual! =S went to wrk at 1pm ! DOTTS ! and mommy told me i wil b wrkin wiv my beloved AH YI at nite and tat means i dn needa squeeze in tt tiny lil MRT bck hm ! she can DRIVE me home sweeeet home <3

*Backache . Buttache . Bodyache . Voice-less =XXXXXXXXXXX

Oh peeeeeps!

Happy sat - day 79 ' late midnite . earli mrning =)

Jus finished reading joe's blog. . .

Actually i had a great chat wiv edna,ks & joe e other day ,initially we were were planning & dicussing whether to go or nt to go to MD ENYOUTH tingy =S bt aft a while we started talking abt each other's life nw and how such close frens start chnging as tym passes. . .How money made ppl go crazy tinkin abt getting a BMW and stuffs. . . Human jus cant get enuf , too greedy. . .Aftall money is STH bt definitely not EVERYTHING ]]

Joe mentioned sth significant in our conversation as we were all chatting abt our views on our R.S.He said sth lyk : as we grow older, love doesnt seems like what it is ,its more of a sense of commitment or companion that we need.Love seems to b different frm our teenagers life lyk wen we were in our 16s? Love now seems to b filled wiv commitment and responsiblity. . .and not jus based on feelings alone ]]

I asked him sth lyk , why cant most guys resist e temptations of e beauty "gals" outside and do guys actually tink of their gf first b4 deir act ? and ya , he said of coz will feel guilty , bt ya ~ guys are aftall guys =/ HAHAS!

Edna was into tis topic of will i abort e baby or will i gib birth to e baby if im pregnant nw and will i get marry if i hv a baby? HAHAS!I mean to me , i wldn't wanna kill my own BABY by aborting it =S tt's so sad , and i LOVE kids ! I wldnt wanna imagine hw sad i wil feel if i abort my own baby and i cant hv one nxt tym =X and oh well ,getting married and being tied dwn by even MRE commitment maybe a NO NO to most of us btw e age of 20 - 25 , we tend to hv mre FUN rather than MRE commitment & responsibility. . .ummm. . . if its me , well , lyk joe said follow e flow. . . if he is e ryk guy and i feel tt yes he is , i guess its wun b a prob there =) But den being fiancially stablise, wiv plans and well prepared for the settle dwn wil b e best in a marriage =D rather than hving a BABY and bcoz of e BABY and get marry ba =S

umm. . . I dnno if its my prob tat most of my past R/S jus wun b longer than umm. . . my frens noe hw mani mths there =S bt tis tym round being wiv him made me feel secure + happy + motivated + confident of tis r.s =) Well, i agree wiv joe tat wen 2 person really love each other even in threatening situtions like break up occurs,we tend to feel lost and the emptyness like no one's there for you,
so we turn back to the same person, but aftall half of it is because we still love the person.

and nw , im contented tat theres ;

..sum1 who nv failed to remind me to tk my lunch wen im bz at wrk
...sum1 whose oways full of surprises to gib me a shock of my life =P
....sum1 who jus hav everiting planned weneva we meetup =)
.....sum1 whose willing to cook for me ^ ^
......sum1 who wil bring me herbal tea wen i fall sick
.......sum1 who wil oways b ther to fetch me frm wrk
........sum1 who wil oways there to laugh at my silly facey daze look
.........sum1 who oways there to motivate me and encourage to hv mre confident of myself.

and

tat someone is...........

u <3

Was browsing thru Liyan blog , den i found tis :

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

What Chloe Chen JingYing Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.

You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.

A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.

Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.

Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.

You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.

At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.

You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.

You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.

You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.

You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.

You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.

Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

Okeys!

Its 2 30 am!

Tym for bed even thou i cant get to zzz . . . .

NiteyNitey!

Treasuring the loved ones

2008-07-21T00:01:00.000-07:00

* Cough Cough *

Din go to wrk today as i was dwn wiv some virus =S [ ther goes my $100 bucks and went to see doc for $40 bucks =S ] din wanna worried darling so i crawl to see a doc =S

Edna sent me tis link :

http://memyselfmine.blogspot.com/

I jus wanna send my condolences to tis gal , she is really really being very strong =)

Its veri sad =( ard a mth ago , this guy left his family , his beloved gf and frens and he went to heaven. He pass away while running - he is havin his training in Brunei for 10 days. . . .just 10 days! such a unfortunate ting happen dey were tgt for 4yrs! and such a sad ting happen.They both had alot of future plans tgt , bt now , haiz ~

Looking at the sweet messages the bf used to send her ,
the photos they took ,
the memories dey shared ,
I cried lyk a baby again ~

If its me ,
I guess i wun b able to move on lyk she did ,

Well ,
We oways tend to say tat muz learn to treasure ppl ard u ,
bcoz u wil nv noe wads gonna happen in e future ?
Alot of us gals oways love to complain abt hw our BFS treated us ?

1] Why din he hong me wen i throw tantrum ?
2] Why din he gib in to me ?
3] Cant he be richer - own a car , dine at a resturant , get labels ?
4] Why din he call me ? text me ? tellin me wher is he ? wad is he doin ?
5] Cant he b mre punctual ? why am i oways waiting for him ?
6] Why cant he plan everiting ?
7] OMG! dn u noe i dn lyk tis ? dn eat tis ? gosh - u dn understand me !
8] He din say he love me today!?
9] Why cant he pamper me & dote me mre ?
10]Im havin my PMS , so i hv everi ryk to throw my temper on u , and u muz accept me as who im nw !

Well Well ,
Mostly ba , most gals love to b loved lyk a princess wen dey are in a r/s . But den ,nw i seriously felt tat , its tym tat we b contented wiv wad we have =) love isnt findin the perfect person bt loving the imperfect one <3

Im very contented wiv everiting now =)

With you ard ,

I dn hv to worry abt aniting , nothing at all . . . .
You oways tel me to b mre independent , dn rely on u so mch . . . .
bt i cant ~
i need u to be ther so mch =)

within tis short 73 days tgt im very happy wiv u darling <3
The memories we shared were so sweet so sweet <3

I loved the way u hold my hand
I loved the way u tickle me
I loved the way u call me PIG!
I loved the way u sniff me
I loved ur cologne on me
I loved the way u tricked me wiv ur silly jokes
I loved the way u hug me so tightly
I loved the way u kissed me
I loved the everiting lil abt u <333

U're my everything ,
my soulmate ,
my best fren ,
my lover ,
my present & future ,
and i wan to b my future wifey =P

love always -

2008-07-18T23:40:00.000-07:00

Good afternoon ppl =)

Haiz. . . . had been hving slpless nites recently ( my eyebags and dark rings is =X )
feeling tired , weneva i shut my eyes i jus cant get to slp. . . . sumdays i just feel tat i mgh as well dn go to bed =/

Sat again~

mon to sun. . . . i love sat e most !
I look forward to sat everywk =) bcoz tis is e day i get to meet you ]]
71 days tgt , seriously u had been my motivation in every lil ting i do. . . .

Weneva i feel tired frm wrk , all i hv to do is to tink of you =) bcoz i noe u're tired frm ur wrk too!I dn wanna sound tired wen u nd me to b ther ^ ^

Weneva i feel sad , i jus hv to tink abt ur silly face and ur jokes *p bcoz i dn wan to worri u =]

Weneva i felt tat i missed u in e middle of e wk , i listen to u - calm myself dwn telling myself sat is v.near oni =) bcoz i dn wanna sounds "nian" to u , i dn wanna b ur burden , aftall u're so tired out frm ur everiday ^ ^

Weneva i saw ppl lovingly walkin passby me , all i wanted is sat =D bcoz i can see u <3

ummm. . . .
there's once u told me i dn needa buy u , bt i needa buy ur tym ]]
well , i understand tat u're bz wiv ur everyday wrk and u wil start to hv "blues" wen u needa wakie earli in e mrning. . . .aftall , it realli pains me to see u wrk and wrk and wrk and get so tired out everiday. . . . all i can do is text u " JiaYou " I hope it brighten up ur everiday sweet =)

Darling ,

Love always .

[uoyevoli]

I go prepare le =)

Go out Go out ^ ^

So excited =D

Chloe's Sunday =)

2008-07-13T04:03:00.000-07:00

SUNDAY!

I woke up at 2 pm! =P [ ZHU ar ni ! ] heeex ~ you oways call me tat ^ ^

So wadsup ytd ? ? ?

BOOBOO! I've tat sudden urge to go AMK Hub to get darling his fav Durian Mochi frm Four Seasons wen i woke up ytd bfr goin to meet darling ! and yes i did! HAHAS! I knew u had tis urge to wanna eat durian =P ummm . . . actually i intend to queue for e Durian pancake bt e queue was looOOoOong =X nxt tym ooookeys darling!

It had been a wk eva since i had a looOoong day spent wiv you! heEehEez! im very * HAPPY * ytd ! Every moment spent wiv u was jus so WONDERFUL!
Due to our thrifty-ness and savings frm e last mth , Darling brought me to BILLY BOMBERS ytd! [ YEAAH ] for dinner and guess wad???!!! He told me tat mayb there wasnt any movies left coz we din get tix bfr hand . . . BUT ! HAHAHAHS ! He bought [HANCOCK] bfr hand ! heeheee! I was kinda surprise coz he din mention aniting to me , blehx!

* Handcock * is a NICE movie =)

Today !

I've just watched One Litre of Tears =`((( , bt hvnt done watchin yet ~ alr soooOoooOO =(((

umMmM. . .its sad bt i jus simply love sadded dramas =P

Bt tis one is kinda umm . . . wad wld u do if u were just a 15yrs old gal , who stil hv alot of unfufill dreams ? bt dwn wiv a un-cureable disease ? wheelchair and bedridden for life ? Try imagine . . . leaving bhind ur love ones ? = sadd =

Moving on on on on to ESPI 3 !

Was listening to Sclub7 Have you ever =
It's really a nice song :

Sometimes it's wrong to walk away, though you think it's over
Knowing there's so much more to say
Suddenly the moment's gone
And all your dreams are upside down
And you just wanna change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

Can't help but think that this is wrong, we should be together
Back in your arms where I belong
Now I've finally realised it was forever that I've found
I'd give it all to change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry
Can't you see, that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, cos I loved and lost the day I let you go

I really wanna hear you say that you know just how it feels
To have it all and let it slip away, can't you see
Even though the moment's gone, I'm still holding on somehow
Wishing I could change the way the world goes round

Tell me, have you ever loved and lost somebody
Wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry (I'm sorry)
Can't you see, (ohhh) that's the way I feel about you and me, Baby
Have you ever felt your heart was breaking
Lookin down the road you should be taking
I should know, (I should know) cos I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let
Yes I loved and lost the day I let you go

I've experience loved and lost bfr .
I nv wanna hv tat kinda =( eva again .
Trust me , Im trying to b a diff gf compare to e past .
If u allow me to , i wannna grow old wiv u ]]

Wadsup recently =)

2008-07-11T22:49:00.000-07:00

Finally its a SAT!

A day off frm wrk =D

Well , I noe you are woried tat i might overwrk and tired myself out everiday , bt no worries ya =D I enjoy wad im doing now ^ ^ * happy *

Wrk wrk wrk . . . . I've been tinkin alot abt wad lies ahead in future for me recently . . . Its oways my own feelings - feelin inferior and lowly of myself . . . I stil rem u tellin me to tink thru tings calmly ya =) I've thought abt it , knowing wad i realli wanna do , so yipz . . . nothin else matters =) You wil support me and b by my side ryk sweet ?

My plans frm wrking to saving :

1] Go thailand - set up a on9 blogshop wiv edna
2] My burberry bag !
3] Wanna go on a trip wiv you <3
4] Start up my own biz in a yr's tym =D

How i wish tat i hv 48 hrs on hand ~
Haiz ~ den i can wrk 24 hrs and stay wiv u for rest of the 24 hrs . . . U said tat i oways needed attention frm u ? Bt somedays i jus hv tis sudden feeling of how nice it wil b if at tis very moment i can rest on ur shoulder , to hv u by my side . . . and u tellin me *iloveyou*

OKEYS !

Wrk aside =) edna and me met up wiv net to celebrate her bday =/ belated actually . . . sorrrrrrrrry !

We had steamboat @ AMK ! Its oni $13 / head lehx !
CHEAP ! and we eat till sooooooo FULL !

AMK ! It jus reminds me of how u bump into me at coffee bean ]] and ya ! how we crave for tat durian mochi =) and we just ate it lyk HAHAS! at sum tiny lil place at e mall =D * happy *

OOOOooOOok! Back to e steamboat =)

Look at e LALA ! we just love tem! we ate 4 LARGE plates =X

[Happy birthday sweetie!]

YUMMMMMMY!

My GF & Me ! prawn taste GOOD !

Camwhoring wiv net's nw HP !

Corn realli taste beta than red beany icecrem =X

Net & Me =)

My lovely gals ]]

* loves *

misses . . .

2008-07-07T09:30:00.000-07:00

i miss ur voice . . . .

Love +

2008-06-29T07:30:00.000-07:00

hihi!

SUNDAY! = wrking day = sadded = money =) but its fun wrking tgt wiv dajie! heehee ^ ^

Received a call frm my fren while wrking ~

haiz . . .

He actually aint doin very well wiv his gf . . . its again abt the gf ignoring him , avoiding his calls and texts , mayb very sweet for 2days and quarrel over small disagreements for e nxt 3days . . . well , i agreee tat its kinda tiring for him =(
bt i jus felt tt he cant do mch alone either ]] He jus had tis feelin tat e gf is goin to leave him so soon ~

Ummm . . . I felt tat if starting a r.s filled wiv so mch love at first and leavin the r.s bcoz of some misunderstandings or disagreements its nt worth it afterall . . .Its jus nt easy for 2 person to come tgt frm strangers to frens and frm frens to lovers , and why wanna gib up tat love bcoz of some disagreements ? I believe tat even frens hv unhappy tyms wiv each other and lead to conflicts too , bt we tend to b alrite aft some talkings ya ?

There's a saying which goes man are frm mars and women are frm venus or the opp and wad so eva ? wad i m tryin to say is wen diff ppl wiv diff characters and perception tried to b tgt , dey are bound to b disagreements and unhappiness ya , bt why not try to put urself in each other's shoe , u mght see a clearer view of why is tat person feelin tat way ya ? rather than blaming tat person ? I just feel tat if u realli love tat person , oways try to talk tings out and not use the wrd " break up "
Its the most hurting wrd used in a r.s ]] Its nt abt who is at fault or who is goin to apologise to who and not abt who is takin the blame and plead for e other party . . . Its nv a ryk or wrung in e r.s itself . . . its all abt to gib and take and understand how is ur partner feeling =)

* Hope tat tings get beta btw u and her =) *

To Darling ,

We started off as strangers
then soon became friends.
you told me you loved me
though at first I didn't feel the same.
was it love or just infatuation?
soon after you said i overworked your heart
and i felt falling in love with you too
and soon became the truth

you're the first one I think of when I wake up
and last one I think of before I go to sleep

I love you so much I wish you never had to leave
EVERYTHING, our late night chats, silly jokes
awkward moments and all the laughters
just makes me fall in love with you more....
you made me indulge with SWEETS when you say the sweetest things

I love the way you make me laugh like no one else.
I love the way you move the hair away from my eyes and then kiss me on my face.
I love the way when you take me to the park and put your hands around my waist
I love the way you'd sing to me at random moments and look at me and smile.
I love the way you leave the smell of your cologne on my clothes after we hug
I love the way you speak your mind and tell me about how you feel.
I love the way you call me in the middle of the day just to say " I LOVE YOU." and say how much you miss me.
I love the way you treat me,
and I'm glad to be yours...

I'll Be with you as long as you want me too,
Until the end of time.
The day I met you I knew we would be together forever.
I can say I am truly happy to this day,
You made me thank god that I live my life everyday.
There's never been a doubt in my mind that I ever regret having you by my side.

Frown or Smile ?

2008-06-23T22:56:00.000-07:00

Havnt update my blog since um ummm. . . . =P

was bz wiv wrk , wrk and wrk =/

I wanna go on a shoppin spreeeeee! i hvnt shop for some tym le ! Lolx . . . I saw the BURBERRY bag i wanted for soooooooooooo long! saw it at DFS orchard wiv Jingliang the other day! it cost $640! wrk harder CHLOE!

+ Goodnews : I'll b goin to thai wiv edna ! YESYES ! + actually we are plannin to set up a Online - shoppin place =D

wrk wrk and wrk . . . .

I fall sick le =X aft sat M1 rdshow =X and sorry DARLING,i made u worried for me =) I will take gd care of myself de ^ ^ No worries neh !

Ytd aft wrk , i saw darling outside my SHOP!
He brought me HERBAL tea! * MUACKS * i m so happy . so touched! . so contented to hv u darling!

mmm . . . mmm . . . hvnt met up wiv edna for sum time , tym to catch up le ~ paiseh ar , i bz women =X either tis wkends or nxt wk oh sweetie =)

As we grow older and older , we tend to frown mre compare to those younger days ~
The expectations of lifestyle are mch mre different compare to bfr. . . wld u choose to frown or to smile ?

Many guys tend to say gals reaching the age of 20 and above tend to b materialistic , bt well . . . its quite true to a certain extent . . . Aft u reach the age of 20 and above all u do is wrk and slog for $$$!and den u wil get to buy wadeva u wan ya ~ If there is sumone willing to buy it for tem , why nt ? On the other hand we dn hv to wrk so hard and get tired out ryk ? =X

But well , for me . . . I wil stil prefer to wrk harder and earn mre $ rather than opening my mouth askin tat person to get it for me ya ~ Its kinda PAISEH lehx! Ppl wrk so hard and earn the $ and you spent it lyk none of ur biz ~ HAHAS! it seems so wrung in here ryk ? I guess it depends on individual ba =D

To me wrk hard and earn $ by myself is mch mre practical and I wil spend it happily =D heex ! To frown or to smile ? I choose to SMILE =D heex!stay happi neh!

Im very contented now =)
I hv a fun loving family =)
I hv a lovely.caring darling =)
I hv a grp of lovely frens =)

Wad can i ask for mre ?

Wrk harder CHLOE =D

offfff i go to meet my SWEET darling!

No one had made me fallen in love so deep so deep !

But U did!

ILU alot alot alot =)

The differences btw u and me ]]

2008-06-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

Its SATURDAY ~

Went dinner wiv my beloved granny . mommy & my sis =) * Dian xiao er * was delicious! YUM YUM ! i loved e ducky and e salad prawny there <33

Aft dinner , i went to walk ard NP wiv my sister . . . HAHAs , we went to buy tis and tat la ~ well . . . GIRLS nature ! we jus cant keep our eyes to ourselves . . .
= i wanna get my PAY fast fast = ARRRR ! It pains me so mch wen i see my beloved SHOES & DRESS and i jus cant grab tem =((((( but well . . . i guess its tym i start to save bit by bit le =) * JIA YOU * ba ]]

Darling once mentioned to me abt wad i wanna do in e future ?
Don't i hv any ambition or sth ?
umm . . . . i ponder for awhile , mayb i really din tink tat mch , all i wanna do is to live my everyday happily and so long i holds a job and i hv enuff money to spend - tis satisfy me good enuff ba ~

Having to hv mre thoughts . . . . The differences btw You and me ~ umm umm . . .
Jus pondering only ]]

- U're goin to UNI ; i oni holds private dip >>
- U're gd in EL ; i may oni understand simple wrds >>
- U're a tutor . Web graphic designer ; im jus purely tendin shop4 my aunt and Nokia partym promoter >>
- U loves to read ; i don - mayb short stories & magazines >>
- U can cook ; bt i cant >>
- U belong to classy ; me ? Chor lor ba ; i noe u dn realli lyk me to says wrds lyk : [ PI LA ] etc >>
- Ur character seems to b a mature bf ; i may seems lyk a big baby to u >>

Neither am i tinkin too mch nor feeling insecure , jus those sudden thots in my mind . . . so ya ~ mayb jus wee bit feelin nt up to ur expectations , nth mch sweet =)U once told me opposites attracts ya ? =) Aftall its jus me here worrying tat mayb somedays either one of those differencs mayb tripped off our R.S here . . . bt ya , i noe No worries tinkin abt wad mght or mght nt happen ya =D enjoy and cherish e present , bt its jus wad im feeling . . . * no worries neh * im very happy being able to b tgt wiv u <3333

Bt darling , i once asked u b4 wad type of gf am i to u ?
U said im gd enuf , its u tat needa improve on . . . bt ummm . . .
I guess its me tat hv lots to improve on neh ~ coz i really wannab ur wonderful lil sweetheart <3

* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *
* missssss u lots *

To u my sweetest darling <3

2008-06-11T10:50:00.000-07:00

HAPPY!

I was extremely happy ytd !

It had been a mth tgt . . . . me and you =)

And yes! I 1st tym made sushi for my beloved BF! and tats YOU darling ]] - Hope u lyk it =) * MUACKS *

Darling :

U made me realise tat hw impt im to sumone out there ( you ) and how impt U are to me +

U dote me . pampered me . spoilt me lyk a baby . love me . care for me . nv failed to b ther4 me in terms of good and bad times =)

U had proven to me tat U're diff frm my past bf's. . . .

1] The very day u made me tt snowy piggy globe
2] The very day u took great care of me wen i vomited lyk a merlion
3] The very day u kept my hairpin and put in on me
4] U nv failed to cheer me up wiv sweets & icecreams
5] U were oways there to listen to me grumbling abt tis and tat
6] U surprised me wiv a hearty necklance u bought me
7] Aft a long day wrk , U appear wiv a delicious dinner tat u cooked for me =)

mre and mre and mre . . . and Darling

As day passes ,

I fall in love wiv u mre and mre . . .

and

U

had

became

part

of

my

life +

and darling ;

I will cherish our LOVE and love you today, tomorrow, and forever.
I will laugh with you and cry with you.
I will love you faithfully, through the best and the worst, through the difficult and the easy.
What may come I will always be there. As I have given you my hand to hold, so I give you my life to keep.

and Darling ,

I

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V
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<3

Rotting thurs ~

2008-06-05T01:20:00.000-07:00

I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!
I MISS U!

OMG

Allo peepos ~

Wad am i bz wiv recently ? HAHAs!

Jus ended my wrk wiv HAZEL =X and started my wrk at NOKIA ytd =)

The ppl there is * THUMBS UP * can chit chat la , and tym FLIES ~

GUESS wad ???

Mr.Kahboon wanna BIKE me out for PRATA & chomp chomp lyk ytd MIDNITE for supper =X
My mama was Shocked! coz he MIA so long le =/ HAHAS , hvnt keep catching up wiv him since . . . aft i left wrk for wendy ah yi and eva since i completed my Os. . . Bt bike =X ! I tried once ~ HAHAS , and ya ~ i m pretti tired aft wrk, and ya , i was waiting for my darling back home =). . . yupz and poor him had to cook maggie mee =X Aft he MIA and had been hearing my mama tat he bcum a paperman le due to NS , and yeah he slim dwn soooooooo mch =X and sooooooooo tanned too ! blehx =P

Darling said tat his fren got himself a new gf coz e old one was possessive . . .
Ummm. . . . wads possessive ? at least e limit of possessive ? i suppose it depends on individual ther , darling said tat possessive aint a bad ting afterall , it shows hw mch e gal loves him ya ? umm . . . bt i m jus so not e possessive type of gf =P
and and and , i jus love you as mch <3 sweetie boy

OKEYS , for today . . . .

I snooze my freaking HP and woke up @ 2pm tis afternoooon ! Actually i intend to meet ah Chris yi for lunch de =/

Spend my thurs ROTTING my way at home ya ~ and i m freaking BORED lyk NOW =/ & superb HUNGRY ( cant SG hv delivery orders other than fast food ? can i hv LALA . STINGRAY . WANTON mee . BBQ chicken wings ? )

Mommy's wrking . . .

Sister's out . . .

Edna's @ bryan's place . . .Happy for her for the chnge in bryan =)

Janet's has soccer training . . .

Dajie's unwell , needa rest @ home . . .

Darling's eating wiv his fren ltr . . .

YES!

I've decided to wrk for my Wendy ah yi again ~ MON . WEDS . FRi [ she wanna put me at chinatwn! I decline, i wanted BUGIS =X chinatwn so mani lao uncles =X . . . and den Wkends for NOKIA =) Lotsa money rolling in ^ ^ YESYES! to save & to spend ( GSS is a torture wen u cant SPEND =X )

Wad shld i do tml ?????

God knows =P

I wan some fooood now =/

Bye ~

Sweet sweet love

2008-05-29T22:17:00.000-07:00

WOOOHOOO!!!

I slept @ 4am and woke up at 10 30!

HAHAS =))))

Spent e day wiv darling ytd ^ ^

i'd nv done shoppppin wiv my bf ~ as i oways hav e thought of guys wun lyk it ya , and they wil tend to walk for u outside e shop =X which i dn quite lyk it , bt heehee, darling shop wiv me =D

YEAH! i bought a bag & a belt frm charles & keith!
Thanks to darling VOUCHER! + MUACKS +

We went to Zara!
and and and . . . .
Tis top looks nt bad & YES! bought it =) blehx!

Darling lOves wadeva i wear ryk sweet ? heehee =P

We watched Sex & the city ytd!

heehee , e whole cinema was filled wiv ppl!
Nice movie , Go catch it!HAHAS!
I watched it on e 1st day of e launchin of e movie =P

oooooooooooh yeah~aft movie was alr lyk ummm ,

12 sth liao , we catch e last bus to YCK int. as we din made it for e last bus to yishun ~ and guess wad ??? We did BIG WALK last nite! all e way frm YCK to yishun!! NEAR ??? HAHAS! u shld try ya , seems near ? HAHAS yet far =X but well ,

DARLIN! its e 2nd tym we walked tt path =) tis tym round is w/o :

1)VOMIT
2)Im Sober
3)I held ur hands ,truely in love

290508 <3

Sweet sWeet lOve ~

Happy bday EDNA!

2008-05-28T08:30:00.000-07:00

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y

E D N A ]]]

HeeHee~

Met edna @ twn den went to walk ard @ Far East ther , den saw tis cardigan ar!
2 for $33 lehx ,! heehee ,den we 2 share share and got 1 each ^ ^
den aft tt we saw tis waist BELT ar ! oso left 2 dwn there , since its lyk $15 den okeys la , we bought 1 each =P Edna says tt weneva she goes out wiv me sure spend $$$ true??? HAHAS! QUITE =X

Aft tat we had a tiny celebration wiv edna tgt wiv Liane , Lye huat , Kit mun , Janet and ME =)

Went DING TAI FENG for dinner =D YUMMY heehee~

Thumbs Up!

1 BIG family <33

Sweetie edna & me ]]

Kit mun + Me ]]

Liane + Janet]]

Liane + Kitmun ]]

Lye huat + BDAY GAL + me ]]

Kit mun + liane + janet ]]

Aft dinner , we decided to have ICE CREAM @ The Cathey - ben & jerry =)

While walking ther , we came across this CK rdshow tingy , den we stopped by to take a look ! Guess wad ??? OMG ! its lyk 3 perfumes and it oni cost $149 and it comes wiv lotsa freebies ( perfumes . bag . sportsbag . water . ipod holder lehx ) LOLX! Lye huat feels v. PAISEH ! Edna & me is kinda lyk auntie la . . . =X blehx! and yes! we share share e perfume ( me. LH & edna ) each bought 1 =D

Den we settle ourselves dwn @ Ben & Jerry =)

+ happy bday gal +

KM + edna ]]

* Edna . KM . Me *

So blessed wiv my Girls =)

Heart tem <3

Liane's SLPY ?

LH's e photographer =X

We + HOME SWIT HOME + aft tt =)

EDNA : hope u lyk e present ya ^ ^ and enjoyed e day wiv us oh =D + LOVE U +

DARLING ! DARLING ! DARLING !

+ CONGRATS +

I din noe hw to " an wei " u wen u told me u din mke it for ur IPPT test =X I noe u wil b lyk feelin sadded over it ! and i knew tat u wanted to get a silver so tat u can bring me go eat good food =) and i knew u were alr v.tired aft e test le . . . and i jus dnno hw to " an wei ni " =X

BUT

BUT

BUT !

When u told me to say I L U to u ( Humpppp~i was wondering alr ~ )

and

Yes!

U pulled my leg sweetie BOY!

U PASSED WIV A SILVER! im so PROUD of u my darling <3333

heeheeez ~

LOVE LOVE!

so missing u =)

cya tml sweetie boy ! MUACKS ^ ^

Marriage is a life tym commitment & promise

2008-05-27T01:03:00.000-07:00

CAPRICORN goes best with Virgo, Taurus, Scorpio and Pisces.

Capricorn with Pisces +

You are opposites in many respects: CAPRICORN is practical and realistic, deals effectively with the demands and responsibilities of the work place, and has a serious, sometimes cynical attitude toward life. PISCES on the other hand, is a sensitive, imaginative dreamer at heart, far more emotional and empathic than CAPRICORN is. PISCES intuitively knows that there is much more to life than what can be measured in material, concrete terms. CAPRICORN is essentially a "doubting Thomas" who requires proof. Where PISCES tends to be gullible, CAPRICORN tends to be skeptical.

Also, CAPRICORN thrives on order and organization, while PISCES is frequently disorganized or more comfortable in an atmosphere of clutter and "creative chaos".

Both of you have a certain reserve, depth, and tendency to introspection and you may have much to offer one another if you are willing to appreciate the differences between you.

Color Codes - Sun Signs - Quick Interpretation:

Light Purple :

Harmonious - Your Sun signs are sextile. You appreciate one another's emotional style. It's easy to collaborate with one another.

When capricorn meet pisces :

A soft, sensitive and compassionate Pisces will melt Capricorn's heart, smooth their rough edges and invite them into their inner labyrinth of magic and enchantment. Does Capricorn have the courage to leave the real world behind? Pisces would argue that the spiritual and creative world he or she lives in isn't any less real than Capricorn's. Capricorn is immediately captivated by this Pisces, who brings the power of love into the hearts of humanity - and into Capricorn's heart - with caring and compassion. If Capricorn and Pisces can refrain from judging each other, this is a relationship that could last forever.

When Pisces meet Capricorn :

Pisces are highly-sensitive and emotional. Capricorns, on the other hand, are practical and goal-oriented. While Pisces is teaching their Capricorn to open up to their rich world of dreams and imagination, Capricorn is teaching Pisces how to take those fantasies and turn them into a reality. The question is, will Pisces feel comfortable with two feet planted firmly on the ground? The answer is yes, Pisces will welcome the discipline. Pisces and Capricorn are a compatible couple, able to take the best from both worlds and create a life based on sensible emotion and practical vision.

ummumm~~

wad i did for e past few days ~

Well ,

went my cousin weddin on on SUNDAY ! its at some super wulu place = Turf City = at Ah Yi bao yu chan guan *p

[[CONGRATS]] HAPPY MARRIAGE NEH =)

It was a very simple wedding , and wads most -.- is tat , ther was actually a container of flower petals on our table and we are lyk suppose to throw on e bride & groom wen dey enter, and me & my cousin is lyk sayin , kinda paiseh ar and i was lyk tellin him , we jus throw e whole container of petals onto our cousin ( the groom ) =P

The food ther was very so-so lor =P and ya! i din eat til FUL FULL ! PAISEH ar , dn dare to eat lyk monster , mus lady abit ma hor . . . . HA HA S ! so ate a lil =P and den end up! i bought MAC back home to eat ^ ^ yum yum !

Marriage is nv an ending bt a beginning for 2 lovebirds =) Its a life time promise ]]

Oooh ya! My another cousin just got ROM !

+ CONGRATS +

Its sooooo swit wen he actualy intro his wifey to me durin e weddin dinner lyk :
Hi, " zhe shi wo de lao po , liang nian hou wo men cai jie hun le ." [ meanin : hi,tis is my wife , 2yrs ltr we wil den get marri , undergo the custom wedding.]

Umm, His wifey is actually 27 and he is lyk 23 ~ and his wifey really looks lyk a "xian qi liang mu " unlike me blehx! Most guys yearn for xian qi liang mu wifey ?? And my cousin actualy brought her home lyk tis CNY oni , ummm , its kinda nt long tat dey are tgt and den decided on marriage. . .

Well , to me it pretty well shown tat LOVE needs no reason , age wil nv b a prob if 2person is in love , its nt a matter of tym that proves hw mch u love tat person either. . . as long as 2 person have each other in their HEART , its LOVE <3 and its a matter of u wanna spend e rest of ur life wiv tat person regardless of wad happens in e near future . . . =D

CONGRATS!

Its 5 11pm nw ~

Im super hungry =X

and my neighbour jus moved out ! and dey are doin sum renovations now!

Super noisy -.-

wads up tml ?? ummm . . . .

Goin to meet Liane , LH , KM , Net & na for dinner tml =) celebration for Na bday ^ ^

Muacks!

i go hunt for foooooood =))))

Bye!

U're my everything <3

2008-05-24T23:37:00.000-07:00

Frm darling <3

and i said :

Yes ,

I wld nv regret being ur gf,

If i had to go thru all e past failed R/S in order to meet u,

Its so worth it darling <3

So Lub-ed !

For u :

I lie besides you,
Your arm around my waist.
Whenever you're around,
My heart races fast
When we lie next to each other,
All I think about is the future.
I know things will be good for us,

You've always been there for me,
No matter what the case is.
The love I have for you,
It's simple.
It's from the heart,
But I can't put it in words.
You just have to know,
I mean what I say.

You gonnab e one who lies next to me,
Who whispers in my ear.
The one who wil kiss me good night,
The one who will never lie.
I know you're the one who hugs me tight,
And say "everything's gonna be alright."

I have faith in us,
I hope you feel the same way.
I never wanna let you go,
It would be the hardest thing to do.

I've never been this close to anyone,
You, are my favorite.
I was afraid to fall in love again,
But you made me see beyond the light.
You took my hand,
And let me to love.
You led me to your heart,
Which means alot to me.

Know that you are the only one who has the key,
The key to my heart.
I know you'll never break it apart,
Because when you say those three words,
I know you mean them.
Just like I mean when I say,
I love you.

Frm me *

lovely nite out =)

2008-05-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

HEY YO !

Went product training in e evening, Its lyk oni me , pris , ferina & another auntie tt turns up! OMG =X and ya it ends soooooooooooo fast tat HAHAS i shop ard ard in vivo city and i saw tis demin skirt which costs oni 20bucks in Foreva 21 !!!
YeS Yes!!!!!! * HAPPY *

2ndly ! Darling told me the charles & keith voucher came le!!! Double happines =)))
Muacks darling ! He dote me alot alot alot ! <33 Let's shop tgt darling ! heehee ^ ^

DA TA !!!

A nite at vivo city wiv darling <333

Alot of ah bu neh nehs ~ okeys , tts nt e point ~ heeheez !
The point is i enjoyed tonite , e whole nite wiv my lovely BF there! We sat there lyk for hw mani hrs ? frm 9 to lyk 1 am sth ! heehee~ time oways flies lyk OMG weneva im wiv u . . . . and i oways tel u : we walk home ? heehee!sooooooooooooo tt i can spend mre time wiv u =)

He cld read my mind OMG ~
He knows tat i wanna go vivo city , even thou i din voice out *p
and tats e reason why i lOve hIm so mch so mch ~
He understand wad i wan soooooooooo mch so mch =)

I enjoyed the moments tgt !
I love the truthfulness btw us , being honest & frank is wad tt builds up e the trust in a R/S . . . . as i believe the foundation of a R/S is v.impt =) and then its so mch easier to mve on and on ^ ^
I lyk it sooooooo mch wen we wld chit chat and talk abt aniting under the sun . . . ummmm mooon oso =/ . . . . ahhas , as havin communications barriers in a R/S isnt a v.healthy ting ryk ?

We Cabbie home =( at ard 1 sth ya ~ yes! i oways dn wanna tk cab coz its too EX! esp so late ya ? But i realli realli realli gt e feeling of spendin mre tym wiv u =) and its so worth it!
But well , once in a while cabbie ~ stil pretti fine ^ ^ as we spend mre tym tgt ! = muacks! =

I wanna go ther again ! wiv u =))) a 2nd time , 3rd time & it goes counting on and on and on . . . .

*Its like every moment. .
wen im wif u. . i feel like im in a dream. .
in a dream i wldnt wana wake up frm. .
U r a dream tat i tot was impossible. . but u
made impossible possible. . Tis is e only time i
wld thank destiny bcoz for so long it has been toyin me =) *

Ring a bell darling ?

Its everi single wrd u told me. . . .11 may =)

Darling ;

2008-05-18T09:22:00.000-07:00

To My

Darling

Chloe + David = Love

2008-05-17T10:07:00.000-07:00

FRM me to u :

A day out with my SWEETEST DARLING <3

I love e way u hold my hands . . . and nv let go

I love e way u call me ur sweetheart <3

I love e way u hug me leavin bhind e smell of ur cologne on me

I love e way u kiss me . . . . oxygen ? carbon dioxide ? Lip gloss *p

I love everiting abt u and treasure everi lil moments wiv u =)

AND

I dn tink i shld go away for 6 wks ya ? HAHAHASSS ! BLEHX =P

FRM u to me :

Hw good wil it b if everi mrning I wakes up u are by my side . . . .

Hw good wil it b if everi mrning , i can eat ur sunny side up for breakfast ?

heeheez ~ den i can help u iron ur clothes , matches ur clothes , pack ur rm , clean ur ur hus and mre !
so swwweeeet !

Wait for u to cum home den eat tgt =D

Blehx!

We shall wrk harder for our future =))) u dn needa pluck too mani GRASS! we tgt okeys =) I wanna share ur happiness . sorrows . hardships . success wiv u ^ ^

Love u lots !

love is . . . .

2008-05-15T08:08:00.000-07:00

Chloe new Flora TUBE =))

Went to meet Meng da in e afternoon , den went to walk walk . . . . .

Gues wad ? Ferina called ! HAHAS , she has tis Kids - vitamings promoter job offered for me . . . yupz yupz , accepted it ~ I superb lyk to talk to Ferina ! heeheez , so yipz , will b wrking on e 24 may . 31 may & 1 st June ! Oh ya ! Bday celebration for my beloved EDNA on e 23rd may ! =D 24 th wrking -.-''' JIA YOU CHLOE ]]

went to find Kaisheng jus nw and , he is wrking ! ummm . . . . no no ! watchin some anime while he is wrking =/ and munching some food ! HAHAHAHS ! = Relax ar = aft tt ard evening i went to meet Janet for dinner @ 925 ! WANTAN mee ^ ^ YUM !

Net came my hus ~ she wanted my POA notes . . . so yipz! Hope it helps her =D OMG lor! She took train back home and and and ! She took e wrung side ! She ended up @ Yio Chu Kang ! ! ! HAHAHAHS ! So lyk me hor =P She saw all my old oldies photos > > > those Sec1 photos la ! and she say she wanna bring home and scan it and post it ! HAHAHAHS ! tts so UGLY =X

[[ Teacher's Day + 05 " ]]

[[ LOVE is just a normal word to me, until the day someone i met gives me a proper meaning. ]]

Wad makes a r.s wrk out ?
wad makes a r.s last ?
wad makes both person happi in a r.s ?

Courtship . Being tgt . Marriage - to me its all 3 different ting . . .

Love is such an unexplainable feelings how 2 ppl meet . noe each other . fall in lub and ended up tgt ~ But as days pass by its oni either u treasure tat person mre or u start to get sick of tat person and tings start to chnge . . . .well , if tings start to chnge , U wld probably start to get worried . . . and ur minds wil then start to run wild =/ and tis is wher probz start to surface, and conflicts start to arise, which is so unhealthy.A lil quarrel may spice up e R/S bt volcanic quarrels wil oni worsen e R/S =) U wil start checking each other's HP's msges & phone calls . . . [ privacy ? no longer there , nt to even mention personal space ] start to suspect wher he/she goes ? [ he / she whereabouts ? No freedom animre ] thoughts start to run wild [ being sensitive ? quarrel wil often happen ] AHHAS ! if all tis starts surfacing . . . . its tym to put in mre trust . faith . confidence . commitment in e R/S =)

TO me hvin trust . faith . confidence . understanding . commitment in a R/s is wad mkes a R/S wk i guess ~ If he loves u . he wil put in commitment in e R/S. . .and he will treasure u lyk a GEM! If he don ~ wadeva tings u do , its pointless ]]

Darling ! I knw u treasure me , and it goes e same for me ya =) i wannab ur sweetest & most understanding sweetheart <333

Wads up tmr ??? ummmm . . . .

acc mommy go dye hair and i goonna trim my hair =)

den meet my beloved edna for dinner tml! yeah yeah ^ ^

Darling <3

2008-05-14T09:23:00.000-07:00

Darling :

Never will i move on because your that one i love.
I've loved you from the start when you stole my heart.
My heart was at whole no one has taken it since then.
Never will i ever let you go and I'm going to say it...
"I told you so"
Never i think is what we are, but i believe that there could be something more.
I never have loved someone so much.
But your the one thats never broken my heart.
I never want to ever say good bye.
Never is such a strong word but Ive never loved someone ever more.
I believe that someday will say those vows.
Because,
I never want you to go away.
I love you forever more but do you know that so.
Never will i ever git your heart.
But you'll always have mine in the palm of your hand.
Never will there be a day ill stop loving you.
Never want to say goodbye,
Never do i want to leave your side,
I'll never go looking for someone else,
I'll never love anyone other than you because never has no end thats why i say
"Never will i let you go"

Wadsup today ?

Woke up @ ard 11 la ^ ^ actually wanna go dating wiv my mommmy - some buffet lunch BUT! RAIN RAIN RAIN , in e mrning so ya ~ dating CANCELLED , postpone to SUNDAY =D
Den watch my HK series at home til ard afternooooon go make " mei mei " meet my darling <33 !

Chloe @ 140508-

Such an enjoyable day wiv darling!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY <3

I wan ur hugsssssss everiday!

CHLOE <3 UUU

Happy birthday dajie !

2008-05-13T08:04:00.000-07:00

[[ H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y :

[[ CLAUDIA DA JIE =)))))))))

A tiny lil cake for dajie =) May all ur wishes come true! MUACKS ]]

Had a tiny celebration for da jie ytd (12 05 08 ')[[her bday is TODAY !]] at Bugis : MOF - heeheez ~ nicey nicey jap resturant oh ^ ^

Kinda long nv see ah ting le!!!! WOAH ! she stayed in MSIA for so long her make up skill bcum so OMG ! she noe hw to stick fake eyelash lehx! so LONG lor! i dnno =X Lolx , and her hello kitty make up kit tt i bought her is explode-ing liao! Too much stuffs HAHAS! " Yue lai yue mei le ar ! hOney pOoh ! =)

L.O.V.E.L.Y us <333

Ah ting & dajie =)

Me & ah ting =)

Me & dajie =)

Wads up today ? umm . . . ummm . . .

Meng da called me up at 11 sth ! i was zzzzz - ing ! HAHAS ~
He ask me to go out =X bt i was happily slpin , and i yao suan bei tong ar! too much standing ~ LOLx *p so he asked me to call him wen i woke up . . . guess wad ? i woke up at 3pm!!! HAHAHAHS! Yupz Yupz , he went out himself ^ ^ oh oh . . . mayb some meet up on thurs ? Kinda long had a FAMILY gathering ar aft my pathetic bday CHALET

The fun tat we had *p My crazi butch of peeps ! 8 yrs frenship and stil countin!

I luv tem <3

Tml i can see my boy boy <3

*miss miss*

happily eva aft =)

2008-05-10T08:18:00.000-07:00

3rd day @ wrk !

TIRED + my leg pain lyk OMG OMG OMG !

NVM ! tml last day =) ENDURE for $$$$ oh CHLOE ^ ^

BYEBYE watsons tml ^ ^

10 05 08 ]] +

Happily eva aft <3

* Miss mIss *

MISSES

2008-05-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

YESYES!

Chloe 2nd day work!! 2 mre days - ENDURE !

WORK IS OMG !!!!!!!!

My leg SOUR as if i've stepped on tonnes of LEMON!and my leg PAIN lyk OMG !
10 freakin hrs and jus 1 break! i hungry lyk OMG la!

Today!

So wierd , he din text me din call me . . . . and i felt eeeeeeeeeeeee ~

YESYES!

* Miss u alot =)

Thnk u =)

2008-05-06T07:45:00.000-07:00

[[ T H A N K Y O U ]] a million times ~ nt " N " times oh =)

No wrds can describe hw much i lub tis =))

It can SNOW ! can u see ? blehx =P

thnkx alot alot =)

It doesn't matter how much it takes,
It doesn't matter how long it waits,
It doesn't matter how it turns,
It doesn't matter because,
If love was all about calculations,
Then what do you take make of its miracles,
Beyond the logic of mathematical explanations?

Short & swit =)

yet im very TOUCHED =`(

I realli had a wonderful day wiv u =)

thnx for everiting =)

MY HAIRCLIP ! thnk u !!!!!

Frm me to u =)

2008-05-04T22:09:00.000-07:00

Did tis personality test which i came across ~

True? u m m m . . . . Try it urself oh *p

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

[[ L O V E ]] is such a funny ting....Lookin back at my past r/s , nth looks steady to me....a r/s which usually last less than 3mths ! I used to pray for a guy tat wil lub me wholeheartedly , care for me , b there4 me....treasure me and nt cast me aside weneva dey are sick and tired of me ! Bt aft so much heartbreak tat happens , which ordinary gal stil dares to pin so much hope on e every nxt r/s ya ? Aftall Breakups seems lyk as ez ABC to me....even though i din wan e break up , i stil hav to accept it ya ~

Yes nv did i expect myself meeting u ,
ummm....I did told u b4 im nt a gal tat noes hw to express myself de....bt in fact , i rem everi single tings u told me , everi lil surprises u gave me....

30 mar e day we met - conversations tat brings us tgt was u tellin me u wil tel me e characteristics of capricorn.

1 apr - Dinner @ CWP and yes i waited for u for . . . . ummmm hw long *p

2 apr - We 2 found out tat we actually read e same local author books ( which i dn realli read book )

5 apr - wen i told u i was extremely sianx ! u text me a pg of msg filled wiv emotions jumping ard. . . . i was * HAPPY * wen i see tat

7 apr - Of e purest heart shes made, craved frm an angel's jade. Wif her smile she makes ur day, Leaving u w sunny rays. Ppl ask hu stop e rain, I say chloe is e name =) [ i was =)) wen i saw tis , nv wil i 4gt it ]

17 apr - U said ; if i din get maths wrong. Tis is e sixth time u r sayin sorry..N let it b e final time okay ? And i noe u waited for me for kinda LONG ! U din show me signs of angry-ness or pissed off....and nv did i expect u to bought me LOLIPOP seeing tt im kinda umm...pissed by ya her =X and nv did i expect u nxt u bought me my fave ICE CREAM to cheer me up aft tat !

23 apr - I noe u are worried tat wad happened to my frens wil affect my perceptions on gettin into a new r/s and u told me to nt to worry too much over wad might chnge or might nt change in e future , tink present and i'll be happi.

24 apr - U surprised me lyk !!!! wen u went outta e MRT and came back to me UNXPECTEDLY seeing u bhind me ! a pandora's box ya ~

26 apr - U told me u are glad , meetin me , noeing me , 2 hav found me & e whole process of it. . . . im *touched* hearing tat ]]

27 apr - Sth v.significant to me!!! Frm u : There may nt b many "FOREVA's" in a story,Nt2 mention abt "NEVA's" even aft vowing many,For i do nt look promising,bt at least i tot u might wanna noe im tryin =) [[ and yes i realli realli noe . i can see . i can feel . and irealli noe , all i need nw is time for me to 4gt him thoroughly and me to prove to myself tat my feelins aint infatuation , and i realli wannab fair to u =) ]]

30 apr - "uoy evah nekat a yrev tnatropmi ecalp ni ym traeh.." [[ I truely truely felt v. blessed meetin u . noeing u , and found sum1 tat treasure me so much so much ]]

2 may - i told u abt i feel being pressurised . n u told me alot alot alot of tings to calm me dwn....even thou i do nt noe hw u feel at tt pt of tym , bt i realli hope u can wait for me til e day tat im ready for everiting , i realli hope tat u are diff frm my past ones....

03 may - Yes ! u made sth tat i long wanted ! No matter hw it looks lyk , hw long it might last or wad so eva , to me its realli e thoughts tt matters and u're e 1st guy tat eva did so much tings for me ! and yes , i noe tat u wun wan me to get tgt wiv u coz of everiting tat u did 4 me and yes , u oways told me its nt tat u treated me v.gd i muz treat u back e same ya , u wanted me to treat u lyk normal and trust me i wil b fair to u , i wannab make sure tat my feelins for u is i fall in lub wiv u , den tts e very day tat i wil b wiv u =)

OMG tis day i freakingly vomited lyk FOC =X and i realli realli cant find ani wrds in my dictionary to describe my feelins towards u tt day....U helped to clear up e mess i created , i noe its nt ez for a guy to do tt , and i vomited twice , ani other guys wld hv ran far far away frm me or jus dumped me into a cab and let me get home myself ya ! Bt u din , yes u din ! Im so glad u nv did , U took care of me e whole nite....im realli v.blessed tat i met u ]]

+ well oh well....Yes i met him b4 u , and believe me im alr tryin to forget abt him - nth mre than a fren . nt tat i felt tat there's tis need coz i met u....i had doing tat eva since umm....mths ago ~ i understand wads meant to b wil b and wads nt wil nv b ryk ? I dn wan u to comapre urself wiv him jus lyk u nv wanted me to compare myself wiv ur previous ones ya ? I believe tat tym wil tell wadeva tt happens next....I've learned tat things chnge, ppl chnge, and it doesn't mean we forget the past or try to cover it up; it simply means tat we move on & treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up, it means accepting tat some things weren't meant to be.

I understand tat there are some things in life tat don't go the way we want tem to or the way we think they shld, bt we can't dwell on these because we'll miss out on other opportunites. Nv gib up on something jus bcoz we don't think things will work, we won't know unless we give it a try and wads e pt of holdin onto something tat left a long time ago, bcoz sooner or later we'll realize some things just aren't meant to be."

+ CHEERS +

* =))) *

Thank u =)

2008-05-03T21:59:00.000-07:00

040508 @ my ah ma hus *

Went to " Ah ma " hus ytd in e noon =)Kinda long nv see her le !!!! * MISS MISS * i lub her lots ! she DOTE me alot alot eva since YOUNG !!!! she used to buy me BARBIE DOLLS & lotsa toys . . . ytd she bought me GREEN TEA !!!! * LUB LUB * my fave =)))) and she cooked my fave LALA ! OMG ! had been eating it lyk for 3 days. . . . i tink i shld reali stopped my LALA crave for awhile "p Played wiv my cousins ~ HAHAS ! and yeah , i exchange a tweety birdie pkt of tissue wiv LE LE "p

Okeys ~ wadsup in e nite ??? *chill out wiv david & henry*

Chloe : * PUKE-ED *

OMG ! It had been ages since i VOMITED aft i drink le lor =X and yes ! ytd was the day. . . . Out to chill wiv david & henry and we had red & white wine . . . . and guess wad ??? I keep losing the 5.10.15 game tingy and den drink and drink and den ! OMG liao ~ * vomited * so er xinnnnnnnnnnnn lehx ! haiz , poor david tat sits bsides me. . . . [ SORRY ] i din mean it and yes ! A promise is a promise , i promise u wun drink so much again =) and [ THANK U ] so much ! I knw tat i grumbled so much last nite - feeling v.hot la =X I knw e mess i created ( my VOMIT ) and THANK U for accompanying me back home. . . most imptly THANK U for the snow bally u made for me [[ it will no longer b in my wishlist, coz u granted me my wish =) ]]and YES i lub it ,I noe u spent alot of tym and effort doing it and YES, i cant find ani wrds in my dictionary to show hw touched and blessed i felt upon seeing tat. . . .lyk u said : cry buckets *p [[ T H A N K Y O U ]]

*Lesser Green Tea chloe *p

sign off - meet dajie ! YEAH =)

FULL !

2008-05-02T09:48:00.001-07:00

IM SO FULLLLL ! =P

Today is great ! i woke up at 2 pm ! OMG ! It had been ages since i last slept till so FULL =P

Went to meet Wanyun @ bedok ! Yes ! It had bcum my fave eating place ^ ^

[[ wan yun + chloe ]]

+ Our faves ! +

* Food makes me HAPPY *

^ Lai Lai Lai - gib me a POSE ! hahahs ^

" We are VERY FULL "

And then ~ tgt wiv our very full & heavy stomach , we went to century sq. to watch DOOMSDAY ! nice ? ummm , i dn quite understand . . . . lyk no beginning , no storyline den it has no ending =X blehx !

HAHAS!So heng tat i caught e LAST BUS ! pooooor sweetie had to hail a cab ! coz her last bus rannnnnnnnn le =/ and e uncle loves her too much for takin e long route & she reached home e same time as me ! whahahaha =P

shld i bath ??? HAHAHS ! lazy lehx "p

Toss coin . toss coin =P

Tml i can seeeeeeeeeeee my ah ma le ! YEAH YEAH =D kinda long nv see her ^ ^ yesyes !

Wad shld i wear tml ??? BOO !

* Ah chew *

2008-05-01T04:20:00.000-07:00

* AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHEW * !

* GOD BLESS ME *

The weather is freakin me out man ! Hot hOt hOt ! Super duper HOT ! i guess i oways go inside my aircon roooOoom aft i bathe coz its too HOT & HUMID ! and tis coz my AH CHEW-NESS =(

Today ~

Super feel lyk stayin at home ~ and ya ! i did =)

Actually wen i was stil zzz-in ( i cant realli zzz last nite ! my irritatin nose ) , gt a msg frm weixiang . . . . ask me go Lim KoPi =/ bt i was stil in my dream ~ ya , i noe he wasnt feelin v.gd , kinda moody and dwn ytd so ya i reply him askin him wher to lim ? bt my nose was so dn feel lyk " lim-ing KoPi " so it was kinda haha i dnno to " lim " or nt to =X

So fianlly , i gt up frm my bed , chatted wiv him . . . . Knowing wad had happened ~ dotts . . . he was lyk askin me to Sing K la wiv his another fren ~ bt i *shy* lol =XXXX Its actually lyk my nose & voice =/ so awful hw to sing sia =X ( he say flu ; gt " Bi ying " sing v.nice ! HAHAHAHS )

So ended up , i din went to meet him ~ e weather is lyk SUPER DUPER hot =X so i stayed home , den mommmmmy came home ! YESYESYES ! she cooked porridge 4 me to eat ^ ^ gt my fave vege " kan na cai " ! BT such weather eat porridge! i nearly FENG DIAO blehx "p den talk talk talk wiv mommmmy =))))) time passes fast today "p Kinda long nv stayed home the WHOLE DAY ! - relaxing - hohohoho =X

Wad's up tml ??? ummmmmm ... . .
Gonnnna meet wan yun * lUb * up in e evening neh ! hahas ! ( i can zzzz till FULL FULL! ) i wanna eat LALA ! yes ming tian jian le ar LALA men ! =PpPpPpPpPp

To my Sweetheart [[ Na ]] :

The path of a relationship with true love is like a trip together down an old dirt path in the woods - sometimes it'll be beautiful and easy, other times it will be a rough walk with its ups and downs, turns and twists. But when you think you're out of the woods and you look back, you are glad the journey took place, and in all, you are glad you and your special someone took it together. But the journey is not over, you have only just begun. So, don't loose faith; keep on walking. If your love is true, the path you two take will never end.

There are some things in life that don't go the way you want them to or the way you think they should, but you can't dwell on these because you'll miss out on other opportunites. Don't give up one something just because you don't think things will work, you won't know unless you give it a try. But don't hold onto something that left a long time ago, because sooner or later you'll realize some things just aren't meant to be.

A relationship is like a rose, How long it lasts, no one knows.

Love can erase an awful past, love can be yours, you'll see at last. To feel that love, it makes you sigh, To have it leave, you'd rather die. You hope you've found that special rose, 'cause you love and care for the one you chose.

CHLOE IS FEELING ~

Happiness is knowing that somewhere there is someone who only cares for you, someone who will pick you up when you fall, someone who only knows you, who will hold you when you cry and embrace you when you smile; happiness is when you know that person is just for YOU =)))

* RUN *

* To my bathrm - BATH ! [[ HOT ]] !!!

* BYE BYE *

* TK CARE all my beloved frens ! =D

Its a TUESDAY !

2008-04-28T10:16:00.001-07:00

HEY YO !!!!!!

Its TUES !!!!!!! errr , everiday lyk same to me except for wkends ! coz muz stand ther wiv my MAID uniform to wrk ! =X blehx!

Guess wad ?! Hazel ask us to TAKE A BREAK tis wkend ! dn needa wrk ~ REALLI nt ? ummm . . . . will last min call me ? = wondering = oh bless me! den i can go my AH MA hus ! Mommmmmy wanna cook my fave LALA !!!!!!! yesyes =D im happi !

welllllll , actually intended to cut my beloved HAIR today ~ kena " FAN " over wad kinda hairstyle to cut ? den v. contradicting-ly i wanted to let my hair GROW LONGER ! so conclusion = dn cut "p

Met up wiv EDNA sweetie , walk ard at CWP - she lub tis pair of sandals , bt dn hv e BLACK color de tt she wanted , sooooooooooooo we decided to go for DINNER @ MOS BURGER! oh ya ~ edna oni drank 2 cups of soup and she is FULL ! i ate a ebi rice burger mean & soup lehx ! + im so HUNGRY lyk now ! +

Guess wad ?! aft tt ! Edna stil gian tt sandal ! heehee , so we went to charles & keith ask tem if ther's other outlets havin e size & color ~ den yupz ! JURONG PT hav! so we 2 BABES , took e train full of AH BU NEH NEH's to jurong den we2 dnno how to WALK to JURONG PT! so there's is standard chartered
. lady ( i tot she is a passerby ) tryin to sell her credit card tingy to us , den we were lyk we are stil STUDENTS ! hahas ! den i quickly ask her : do u noe hw can i get to JURONG PT ??? she direct me lyk oh u go here turn ryk den left den ryk again! I of cuz said : THANK U ! but guess wad ????? I stil dnno hw to get there =X so i suggested to edna tt we walked back lor, nt ryk den cfm is muz turn left le! HAHAHAS ! YES ! tt lady direct me wrongly =X and yeah! we finally got e BLACK sandals =)))))

OFF we headed off back to e MRT , took train full of AH BU NEH NEH's again back home =) [ home swit home ]

infatuation or love

2008-04-26T21:26:00.000-07:00

* chloe * heehee =)

Off to wrk - 26 04 ]]

weeee! Dinner @ bedok wiv wan yun ! yum yum !

Look! CLOSE UP !my fave LALA !!! - im happi weneva i get to EAT tem +

UmmMmm. . . . din went to wrk today - 27 04 ]] coz . . . . yaya ~ secret +
stay at home today ~
hvnt lyk stay home durin a SUNDAY afternoon le ~ hahas "p

How shld i put it lehx , umm . . . . i noe u care for me , yupz , u reali reali does , i noe u did every lil ting , everi lil surprises to let me regain back e trust . confidence . faith in a r.s and u wan me to noe tat wrds are jus wrds bt actions and time can prove everyting =) and yupz , i believe tat time wil show whther izzit infatuation or realli true lub . . . yupz! we can b v.happi nw ya ^ ^ spendin our everi moments ; eat , laugh , teasin each other lalalala ! I m so treasuring it !

* I noe tat ther may nt be forevas ,
bt i cant say tat its oways a neva - foreva ,
and YES! i noe tat u are tryin * =)

Yes , im happi for nw =) tat's all tat matters ya + u once told me tis ya *p

Offffff i go to eat my lunch *p

L.O.V.E was nv easy for anibodi . . .

2008-04-25T07:53:00.000-07:00

Chloe din go to wrk today !

bt nvm ~ went to meet net & edna yupz yupz *

Den did my French manicure my self =) CHEERS!

Ytd chatted wiv edna till very " early " in e mrning ~ haix >.< why did all tis hav to happen to her ? I do noe tat LUB isnt lyk those insurance , and it isnt lyk exams - havin e theory of wad u sow is wad u reap ! and yupz there's no guarentee to aniting and everiting in a relationship ,and a relationship simply hav e theory of all good tings hav to cum to an end . . . . weneva either party hv decided to put a FULL STOP to everiting den . . . . =`(( all those cryings just made us so sad so sad , everi places u pass by everi text u read back , everi lil ting ur gone thru - all those memories just ended by puttin a FULL STOP [[ heartache ]]. . . .In fact she did nth wrung , bt . . . . how can one person just lub u WHOLEHEARTEDLY and den left u HEARTLESSLY ??? If oni our hearts are made of " STEEL " instead of " TOFU " . . . .

But well ,

Edna told me sth which makes me feel yupz , it jus keep repeating inside my brainy these few sentence she said . . .

She mention sth lyk [[ To be in lub is still the best ting bt its e break up u hav to b heartache , if she is to choose again, she will still choose to b in lub again ]]

There was once sum1 who made me believe tat FAIRY TALE stil exist !

Lets our r/s flow like river with no ending.
Only your smiles can relief my stress.
Valentine's day is on 14/2 but 4 us is everyday.
Everything you done to me, i will cherish it.

You filled up my life with colours.
Only you have the key to my heart.
Up in the sky, deep in your heart.

Belief make our promise lasts.
Alway love you is wad i need to do.
Baby, u never fail to make me smile.
You are the one who alway stand by me.

Sweet ? Touching ? Its actually i love you baby if read vertically ]] HAHAS ! yea , once it was . . .
It ended sweetly ? Nt realli . . . the promise din last . . . bt bt bt bt ! he did made me hv sweet and wonderful memories . . . =)

I believe tat most ting start wiv a reason and end wiv a excuse. . . . bt aft tt e heart wil heal and mve on ^ ^ movin on wiv doubts in e nxt r.s. . . wiv fear , wiv no confidence , wiv worries tt ur nxt r.s might lose to e "trust" u once put into a r.s and blah blah blh . . . bt aft all ! aft wad edna had actually told me , yupz , its obviously nice being in lub , hvin sum1 by ur side to go thru thin & thick wiv u. . . . and yupz ~ aft all those heartbreaking memories i once hold . . . i pray for a beta one ahead =)

* I realli hope tings wil b smooth for edna darling ! let time heal everiting ya ]]

OFF i go to BATH =/ even thou i dn lyk it ! BLEHX "p

* Shoppin Spree *

2008-04-22T06:44:00.000-07:00

* wad a Fruitful day ! *

Woke up earli in the mrning , went to some wulu place @ alexandra rd for a Nokia promoter interview ^ ^ nt too bad ~ coz i din get LOST "p and yupz ! I got the job =)
Thnx to my sweetheart Dajie & Wan Yun for findin the way - heeheez , almost all my frens knew i was kinda BLUR lyk SOTONG =P

Aft tt home sweet home , as i was suppose to meet EDNA @ 4 sth to town . . . .

Mommy cooked ! i was expecting LUNCH , bt i zzzzz off while waiting for FOOD ]] and guess wad ? she cooked hao le it was lyk 3 30 coz she 4gt to switch on the RICE COOKER ! i was so STUNNED ! OKEYS - my mommy and me are jus too alyk - BLUR BLUR =P

Aft tat , off i went to meet edna le oh ~ ~ ~

Her eyes were so PUFFY ! >.< sad for her =/ and u slim dwn le ! PLS EAT ! if nt i will look lyk a ROLLY POLLY bside u ! BLEHX ! We go eat LALA sum days okokok ^ ^ Our fave ! TEEHEES ~

JIA YOU BABE !

I believe everything wil be alrite as time pass by de ya =)

Well , we 2 ladies did some SHOPPIN SPREE !

We get so excited wiv all those dresses tempting us ~ jus lyk those dresses are lyk wavin to us tellin us to " try tem " & " bring me home " =P

Here are my STUFFS ! YEAH

I gt cheated ! bt i super LUB tis TOP ! aft further consideration , i bought it ! and guess wad ? i saw it @ another shop sellin @ $27.9 bt i bought it @ $32.90 =/

[[ Front ]]

[[ Back ]]

YEAH YEAH ! RED =) my LUB

My another pair of WHITE shoe - well , i noe i had been keep buyin shoe ~ bt its lyk 30% lehx ! Who can tahan ? heehee , Edna's black and mine's white =)

YES YES ! my fave eyeliner =) GD GD ! grab ur's nw ^ ^

Well , actually i only wanted to buy the mascara , bt its lyk the sales assistant says tat there was tis promotion tt by addin $2 bucks i can hv e whole set which includes a eye remover & a eye cream which well , cost me $40 bucks for everiting =)

IM SO HAPPY TODAY =)))))))))))))))))
I oways cant resist TEMPTATIONS & its so HARD for me to WINDOW SHOP =P

Went to grab a bite @ subway ! Edna oni hav SOUP -.- i ate of coz ! well , a subway club meal ^ ^ BLEHX ! den we headed home ! We 2 were lyk reminiscing the past ! Time flies , its lyk we are 20 alr ! OMG

- we were lyk sayin tat durin our primary sch days , edna & me and sum of our frens were being punished by our Discipline mistreessss - she actually wanted us to PICK LITTER >.< due to e reason tat we changed our P.E shirt @ the 4th lvl ! [[ BO LIAO ]]

- During sec schs , Me & my fellow frens will oways hv sth up our sleeves and its jus so happenin during those days!

1) Ther's once which me and some frens DABAO food to e classrm , alot alot of food oh! GUESS wad ? we2 were caught by MUTHU ; tt discipline master tat LUB to catch us -.- and ! he wanted us to get all our classmates to cum dwn to finised up the food ! i was lyk OMG la! so much! and ya , my fellow frens came along and we finished everiting ! inclusive of those DRINKS ! - SUPER FULL -

2) We PON the lesson and run outta the sch , and guess wad? HAHAS , a teacher was actually chasing behind us! it jus makes us so excited , we ran up to a HDB flat and hide there , well , nth happen e nxt day went we went to class =P

There's still alot alot alot of memories . . . . heeeheee =) Unforgetable memories *

** Those days . . . . *

SPOT ME ???

YEAH ! Gal frens =)

SEE SEE ! heehee *p Fave past time of 5NB

I simply LuB those days ^ ^

heehee , if oni i hav a time machine ~ bt well , i noe tat one cant turn back time , soooooooooo yupz ! I am SO lubing my current life too ! heehee ^ ^ MUACKS

off i goooooooooo =)

TATAS !

Relaxing Monday ~

2008-04-21T20:56:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MONDAY !

HAHAS!

No wrk ^ ^

Edna came to my place earli in e mrning "p as she din wanna go to sch so yupz ~

We talk . talk . talk . talk till ard afternooooon den she went to wrk le =)

+ BABE! Be strong yea . No matter wad happens ! Jingying zai zhe li la ^ ^ Hope you will feel beta ya =)

Well, din went to bukit merah to pass my time sht ~ decided to scan tem and send it to tem via EMAIL ! Bt bad news ! i needa go to Nokia Asia-Pacific @ some Alexandra Road some Technopark for e Nokia part time promoter tingy tmr ~ its lyk Queenst. again =/ dotts.... HAHAS ! and its lyk muz reach there @ 11am ! OMG - my beauty slp gone again! LOLx!

Had nth beta to do @ home, saw tis ummm. . . .filled wiv regrets stori. . . . someting meaningful - If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all +

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.

I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?

I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.

The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another.

How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.

If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.

Was browsing thru some movie ~

Hansel and Gretel

A reckless youngster Eun-soo drives to his mother's, and has a car accident. When Eun-soo wakes up, he meets a mysterious girl and is led to her fairytale-like house in the middle of the forest. There, Eun-soo is trapped with the girl and her siblings who never age. Soon he learns all the adults who visited or stayed in the house have met mysterious yet terrible ends. More shockingly, their cruel deaths are drawn in details and made into a fairytale book by the children. Scared Eun-soo tries to find the way out, but the house is secluded in the forest with no way out. Thereafter, Eun-soo discovers a book which tells a brutal end of none other than himself!

Run PaPa Run

Louis Koo plays the head of a mob gang, whose marriage with a lawyer (Rene Liu) and the birth of their daughter help turn him into a good person.

Super Hero

How many superheroes does it take to save the world? The creators of ‘The Naked Gun’ and ‘Scary Movie’ answer this question in hysterical ‘David Zucker’ fashion with the uproarious comedy ‘Superhero Movie.’ Meet Rick Riker. He’s young, he’s cool and he’s got superpowers. Now, if he only knew how to use them…but the world is in danger and no one is safe when Zucker and the gang - headed by the hilarious cast of Drake Bell, Leslie Nielsen, Tracy Morgan, Pamela Anderson, Regina Hall and many others - take aim at some of the biggest blockbusters of our time including Spider-Man, Batman, X-Men, and Fantastic Four, to name a few. Learning to fly, spinning a web and busting a gut has never been this much fun.

Which Shld i watch ???? heehee "p

okeys........

off i shoo frm my blog and BATH ^ ^

TATAS!

Love's such a funny tingy ~

2008-04-19T10:10:00.000-07:00

I was SEH ~ drunk some BEER again ~ my beer belly cuming out -.-

and yes [[ SEH ]] . and my mind is so filled wiv so much thoughts wen i was on the way back home ALONE yes alone ! and i oways hated alone-ness >.<

Sometimes i wonder why do ? [[ people so LOVE tt person at tis pt of time and LEAVE her at another very moment why do feeling cum and go and well, who will promise me2 lub me e rest of my life ]] will i eva met tis guy ? I dn wan u guys to LUB me nw and dump me aside so aside wen u guys so DN NEED me. . . . hv u eva wonder how saddening is tt feelin? - haix -
Will u promised me to lub me as day passes . . . . mre and mre, nth lesser ?

Chloe's 1st day @ wrk

2008-04-18T10:03:00.000-07:00

BOO!

1st day @ wrk wiv my PRETTIEST uniform! i look lyk -.- in GIANT, e rest of e promoter were lyk in POLO tees ! gosh ~

Kinda XXYYZZ wen i made my way to PRKWAY.P as i muz sit tt 854 for lyk an hr and change @ EUNOS and den tk another bus to PRKYWA.P ! its lyk OMG to a kinda super " mi lu wang " lyk ME ! HAHAS ! oh well, i missed tt stop to change e bus to PRKWAY.P bt well, nvm! i walked back to tt previous bus stop ~ HAHAS!

YES! i reached tt big GIANT finally!
and well......... i din noe hw to change my PASS! HAHAS! and yeah! i saw a cute cute friendly lookin ger standing there, so i went to approach her ^ ^ thnx to her man!thnax to WAN YUN =) and yups! we started to chit and chat and went for lunch and guess wad! we went toilet lyk mre than 5 tyms! [to rest our SOUR Legs]

9pm! OFF WRK! mre than happy =)

Met henry & david for dinner =D supper ? heeheez...
went to eat ZHI CHA @ some katong place, i lub eating wiv tem! alot alot of food ^ ^ my LALA ! yesyes ~ yes! i had my taste of BEER today, eva since last wk, i GIAN + LOLx

HOME SWEET HOME aft tt . . . .

oh ya! wen i was on tis 854 on e way home ar!there's tis UNCLE tt sits beside me ar, he fall aslp so soundly tt he FALL OFF FRM HIS SEAT ! i was lyk OMG ! ya - he woke me up frm my sweetest slp "p and i was so stunned seeing him on e floor =X heeheez~

Back to wrk tml! 1-9 again ! HAHAS!
2 mre days to relaxin days ^ ^ JIA YOU CHLOE =)

[chloe can feel.can see.can sense]

wad a day ~

2008-04-17T09:46:00.000-07:00

OMG!

chloe had such a OMG day [ timing changed again! Worst ting! My wrkplace is @ PRKWAY.P ]

Wake up earli in e mrning! and guess wad!?!? my stupid HP din receive net msg! and ya~i received it lyk wen im on e TRAIN! to tt wulu bukit merah for tt pdt training of mine - which is lyk arrrr ~

Guess wad?! i gt a msg frm HAZEL tt e pdt training has changed frm 4 to 5 30, bt i was lyk >.< merah ="/">

i hv nth beta to do while waitin for 5 30! guess wad happen ?! YES! i force my beloved janet to tk my beanie and me !

1]My beanie and me! She's lUb my Chloe =)

2]GOSH!zoom in! yes! see tt UNCLE!OMG

3] YES ! kissy beanie! AGAIN! spot tt UNCLE!

TEEHEES! some random shots of a vain ger * CHLOE *

Had e pdt training for lyk WOAH! till lyk 8 lehx! and SORRY to David ! I noe its "N" times alr, bt YES! - nei jiu neh wo -

Yes Yes, net went back home and I went dinner wiv David =) YEAH ! he gave me Lolipop neh ^^ [xie xie ni oh] - for cheering me up ^ ^ and guess wad ?! i had BEN & JERY icecream lehx!!!!! outta no wher i hv it =X heeheez " some magician gave me yeah =P well well, he knows i kinda had a moody day, teehee, din expect him to buy me MINT icecream ^ ^ of course i was HAPPY =D

+ hOme swIt hOme +

OMG OMG ! one look at my LONG auntie uniform, i was so -.- and ya, i kept naggin to my mommy =P coz she keep laughin at me ! BOO ! alrite, net's worst =X she kept mentioning tt she looks lyk a FLASHER ! AHHA BLEHX! bt wadeva it is, hopefully tis 1mth faster end and i can hv $$$$$ =) CHEERS! tink positive CHLOE ! ^ ^

Lucks for tml =)

Chloe's new blog =)

2008-04-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

BoO!

Shifted my blog from xanga.com back to blogspot AGAIN!

Xanga was kinda, ummm.....i dn quite lyk it ~ so ya ^ ^

TADA!

wad'sup today? ummmm......
woke up @ 10 sth today, gave edna a msg, and ask her wad tym does bryan end class coz i was kinda shag and SLPY ! yes tt's e wrd, coz i slept too "EARLY" ytd ^ ^ and ask her whether still meetin up?
As i was realli slpy, the both of us decided to go to bed again =P [nite nite]

Guess wad ?! i slept lyk a pig and woke up @ 1 30 ! heeheez ")
Kinda hungry aft awhile, so ya ~ DRAG my foot out and get some food ! my LAKSA ^ ^ heehee ]] and bought some snacks . maggie mee . bread home, so tat i can feed my stomach wen im hungry in e middle of e nite =D [CHEERS]

While i was surfing the net tis afternoon, i came across tis interesting and meaningful poem or some quotes. . . .[share][share] wiv ur oh ^ ^

If the question is do I love you
The answer is always and forever
If the question is when am I leaving you
Then the answer is never
If the question is will I hurt you
The answer is that's not my intentions
If the question is what will I do for you
Then the answer is grant all your priceless wishes
If the question is how do I truly feel
The answer is my love truly goes deep
If the question is, is it ok to trust
Then the answer is just believe in us
If the question is where do we go from here
then the answer is lets follow our hearts
Im tellin you if your ready for me...
that this is where forever starts

LubLub just make e world goes lalalala ~
Everi1 yearn for lub just lyk baby yearn for milk ya ?
I believe tat everi lil in life is fated =) so yip!
boat reach brigde head auto straight ya! =D

MUACKS!